JC aka 洁琪の心情日记 ♥

SAME

2011-11-25T19:09:00.004+08:00

Thought there will be different,

but they just all the same,

makes me *** a lot,

although the reason might be different,

for me, I just hate it so freaking much.

However, I still unwilling to let go.

那些年，我们一起追的女孩♥

2011-11-06T00:00:00.008+08:00

青春是一場大雨。即使感冒了，還盼望回頭再淋它一次。
任誰都曾有過的年少輕狂，那個班上每個男生都暗戀的漂亮女孩，一堆莫名其妙、荒唐惡搞、胡鬧打屁的匆匆日子，然後，青春就悄悄地逝去了。
網路知名作家九把刀自編自導，將同名暢銷小說搬上大銀幕。

柯騰的一群好友，為了共同喜歡的沈佳宜，不約而同從精誠中學國中部直升到高中部，繼續未完的戀愛戰鬥。某天柯騰因過度惡作劇被導師處罰，坐到好學生沈佳宜前面，由她代為監視。起先兩人彼此抗拒，但柯騰漸漸喜歡上逼他用功讀書的沈佳宜，沈佳宜也受到柯騰帶來的迥異價值觀深深地衝擊，柯騰展開了追求，沈佳宜則猶豫不決。高中畢業後，原本快要在一起的柯騰與沈佳宜，卻因為柯騰舉辦的自由格鬥賽大吵一架，遺憾未能成為戀人。看著一起追過多年的女孩步入禮堂，成了別人的新娘子，每個男孩都得到了各自的成長，也繼續追尋各自的幸福。

戏后感言：

赞+感动♥

当然，有些部分还·真的很好笑

在戏里，同学们打打闹闹

让我回想起我的中学时期

虽然很幼稚，但是这就是青春！

这部戏会比其他我看过的电影来的更感动

为什么？因为这是九把刀导演的真实经历

这个故事真真实实的发生过在某人身上

他们的爱，他们的痛，对对方的祝福

都让人感动，也替他们感到遗憾

追了那么多年的女孩，最后还是成了别人的新娘

真的好可惜，他们最后没有在一起='(

等迟些有时间，

我会去读这本书

让我再感动对一次♥

Down

2011-10-25T18:43:00.003+08:00

我讨厌一个人

因为当我一个人的时候

我很容易胡思乱想

我也不喜欢被忽略的感觉

我喜欢被人关心呵护着

小小的关心都可以让我很感动

但是

就这么简单的幸福我也不能拥有吗？

还是会被忽略

还是得一个人

伤心难过的时候没人安慰

担心害怕的时候还是得自己撑过去

真希望能有个人能对我说：“不要怕，有我在呢！”

但是对别人来说

我就像是透明的

无关要紧的人吧...

成长

2011-05-06T14:10:00.009+08:00

日子一天一天的过去

我们都在慢慢成长

以前聊的话题都是学校啦，爱情啦，梦想啦~

觉得结婚生子还是很遥远的事

现在的，聊的话题都是结婚啦，生孩子啦，工作啦~

时间飞逝

一眨眼，我们不知不觉都长大了。

我呢，

常常在回忆里挣扎，有很多过去无法释怀。

看不到自己未来的样子，迷茫的不知所措。

曾听一个讲师说

“行动克服恐惧，越想只会越害怕”

亲身经历才会知道，其实并没有那么的可怕

结婚

穿上婚纱的女人

都是最美的

因为她被幸福包围着 ♥

我想结婚!♥

不过时候未到，金钱不够，年龄不适，事业还没开始

还是乖乖的做个学生吧~

享受学生生活，以后才不会有遗憾♥

小孩

很可爱啊!!=D

可是想到就会担心

从怀孕开始，开销就很大了

产检，住院，待产，生产，奶粉，尿布~全部都要$$$

所以啊~以后一定要赚很多很多的钱;D

未来还有很长的路要走~

现在想酱多也是徒劳

回到现实

我还是个学生

未满20岁!♥

Changes ♥

2011-04-26T15:40:00.004+08:00

Every girl wish to be pretty

Every girl wish to be fair

Every girl wish to be slim

YES, that is dream of every girl!

and I wish too!

I wish to have a small face

I wish to be slim and have a nice body shape

I wish to be fair and smooth skin ♥

This holiday

I want to make myself different

and hope can be success! ♥

Recently look!

I got a big face =x

幸福事小

2011-04-22T01:58:00.005+08:00

吃完镀了金的牛排
镶了钻的蛋胃还是那么的孤单
只有一想到了晚餐
有妳的笑下饭漫长的一天才不难捱
穿着限量版的衬衫
羡慕声不断也没让我觉得温暖
如果不是有妳呼吸
在皮肤上不散怎么抵御世界的冷淡
幸福是一想到妳就心安
地要老天要荒的谁还想管
幸福是一起醒来说早安
海枯石烂这种大事与我无关

听过圣诗般的称赞
嘘寒或问暖耳朵也开不出花瓣
直到妳在电话那端
问我几点下班动听得让心花灿烂
攀过最纯白的雪山
最澎湃的海回忆也没有更精彩
直到妳侧脸的曲线
在我手心蜿蜒才懂得什么事最浪漫
幸福是一想到妳就心安
地要老天要荒的谁还想管
幸福是一起醒来说早安
海枯石烂这种大事与我无关与我无关
幸福是完成妳每一个期盼
登月或摘星留给谁去狂欢
幸福是陪着妳回味遗憾
伟大的圆满与我们真的无关

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幸福是一起道晚安说早安
幸福是一起吃宵夜一起变肥
幸福是一起牵着手到处乱逛走走看看
幸福是一起吃早餐午餐晚餐
幸福是一起看电影喜剧爱情剧什么都好
幸福是一起打打闹闹
幸福是一起度过每一天
幸福是每天都有聊不完的话题
你对我的好我都知道
你对我的体贴你的贴心让我觉得很幸福很窝心
谢谢你男人♥

幸福 ♥

2011-03-27T17:50:00.005+08:00

我觉得我现在很幸福

爸妈疼我

姐姐疼我

哥哥疼我

男朋友疼我

朋友们也疼我

还有什么好嫌呢? =)

有时候静下来想一想

有些事情就是这么简单

幸福也许就在你的身边♥

活在当下

珍惜现在

知足常乐..!! ♥

Time Flies

2011-03-25T23:01:00.009+08:00

Time Flies

6th semester gonna end soon

and I'm going to graduate from Diploma soon!

wootz! happy that i'm finally graduate soon :D can't wait for the graduation day!

sad that going to separate with all my classmates [ DAC2 A11] :((

I will cherish the last semester that still together with THEM ♥

this semester kinda relax

at least relax than 3rd semester xp

luckily my result didn't drop.. hehee xp

Natural disasters keep happened nowadays :(

what happen to the world?

hope everything will be alright soon..

no more natural disasters please :(

GO GREEN GO GREEN

♥ SAVE EARTH ♥

I dowan 2012 happen!! x_X

In LOVE with Mr.Ho

2011-03-05T01:36:00.000+08:00

until now I still felt inconceivable
hahaha x)

I'm in LOVE with HJH ♥

♥

2011-03-01T01:00:00.000+08:00

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/jessieteh91

农历新年..快乐!!

2011-02-09T14:02:00.000+08:00

BuNny y3ar ♥ 2011

年三十晚
------------------------------------
还是和往年一样
回婆婆家，也就是我的旧家
20十分钟那样就到了
很羡慕别人都可以回kampung
2~3个小时的路程呵呵
因为我没有尝试过回kampung过年的感觉=p
一年一次的团圆饭
象征着团团圆圆
喜欢这种感觉 O(∩_∩)O

大年初一
------------------------------------
早上去了婆婆家

和堂姐们聊天拍照看了舞狮

吃了捞生

拿了红包

就去了二姨家
一到那边就开始赌博了=="
赌了一下子就不赌了
因为好像一直在输钱=="
跑去跟狗狗玩 ~\(≧▽≦)/~

超可爱的还穿旗袍和内裤哈哈哈 xD
然后表姐来了
就跟她的儿子女儿玩
超爱他们的=p 以后一定是帅哥美女=)

大年初二
------------------------------------
一大清早就启程去大姨家
Sabak Bernam, 2个小时的路程
吃吃喝喝玩玩赌赌
还是输钱=(
弄到我都没有心情赌了
所以这两天都赌一下子罢了
多数都在跟我的表侄儿表侄女玩xD
他们实在是太~~~~可爱了!! ♥

大年初三
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睡到下午12点
真的太累了=x
然后去二姨家
无所事事=="
带了netbook去也没有用
因为根本没人Online! 闷爆~~~
给我妈妈他们说我很可怜
跟着他们去这里去那里哈哈
还好晚上有跟朋友去Overtime喝Starker

我们四个很光明正大在那里赌博xD
还好没有被警察抓xDD 哈哈哈

大年初四
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我终于去拜年啦!!
这天全部都是KwangHuarian :)
跟朋友们挨家挨户的拜年=D
kianAnn, LingMei, ShuLin, HaoJie, SerLing, Hadwin, HooiTeng
去了6间家最后在HooiTeng家待着
因为我, HooiTeng, PingYee, CheokMing, 我们四个都没有地方去
玩BlackJack，牛牛和接骨
从6点多待到11点 ~\(≧▽≦)/~
这一天终于开始赢钱啦~~~=D

大年初五
------------------------------------

还是拜年天
Jun, Dato, PeiTing, Vivian 和我家
明明不是很多家
可是时间就是过的特别快
一去就半天多没了
晚上又跟KwanYiang, KienGiap, YenLing去MBO看戏
不错下，挺好笑的=D
不过坐第一排真的很难看=="
还以为过了那么久应该没有那么多人看了
怎知~.~满场!!

大年初六
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开工大吉
跟着我阿姨去开工
公司有舞龙
不过我个人比较喜欢舞狮
因为舞狮比较好看o(∩_∩)o...
然后去了一个同事的家

有舞狮还有财神爷他的面具很搞笑

肚子大大还有几条胡须哈哈哈

过后再去吃海鲜+捞生
今年总共

看了2次舞狮

看了1次舞龙
吃了2次捞生
一定发大财!! 好运滚滚来~~~=D

晚上跟Vivian去看了“我知女人心”

个人认为

这部戏还好罢了=x
不知道是不是因为戏院的椅子不好坐?哈哈-_-

大年初八
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年初九是天宫诞
晚上回去婆婆家
十二点很多人就开始放烟花
放孔明灯玩炮竹
我跟我哥还像小孩子那样玩烟花哈哈

大年初九
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下午回婆婆家吃面线+寿面
晚上去了大姑家的open house
倒了1998年的红酒来喝
呃.. 不是说酒越久越香吗?
怎么我喝起来像是越久越苦的?=x

美丽的烟花
听到有人说
好像拿钱来放=x哈哈

大年初十
------------------------------------
晚个上跟Vivian, Jun, Dato和Peiting去了Neway唱K
从半夜12点唱到4点.. syok!! =D

新年，太阳大大，天气都特别热
不知道为什么新年前几天还一直下雨的说
不过晴天总好过下雨天
晴天，雨天，天天都是好天
今年的新年过得很充实
节目排的满满的
从早上去到晚上
可是，却没有什么拍到照片=( sobz

最后再祝大家
新年快乐!!! ♥

orz

2011-01-31T14:39:00.000+08:00

原来

有些东西

当自己开始在意的时候

真的会变成习惯的

怎么会这样呢？

不知道不知道~~

Piggy hOliday x)

2011-01-27T14:36:00.000+08:00

sleep

eat

drama

online

facebook

sleep

orz..

gonna become PIG already dah~

but not really wanna go out also

all of my friends are busy for work

after they finish STPM =x haix..

I'm bored bored bored bored bored!!

I'm free! =D

2011-01-23T01:17:00.000+08:00

终于考完试了
整个人感觉轻松多了=D

云顶
那里给我走到熟透透了
上次做工已经认得很多路了
这次再去回来，
差不多都知道哪一条路去哪里的了xD

玩theme park
出出力的喊，全部压力都喊完出来
超爽 !! 哈哈 x)

这次最大的收获
就是我进赌场了!! 哈哈哈
Star World进不到
进Monte Carlo :) 因为那里的guard没有酱严xD
12点hotel check out后
就跑去赌场了
因为家人们都玩上瘾了~.~
跟着他们偷溜进去
终于知道赌场是怎样的了
跟着他们赌
刚开始是玩TOTO，
一直买号码然后等它开
几可爱一下，呵呵
然后跑去玩大小
那个dealer好帅!! ~\(≧▽≦)/~
不过我坐下去不久他就换去别的桌子了><
刚开始是坐在那里看别人怎样玩
过后自己也玩几次
有够刺激的>~<

在里面时间过得超快～
一下子就3点了
我们才舍得回家xD

现在，
待在家等过年!! =D

想了很多
觉得做人应该看开点
不要死脑经，不要固执
要听别人的劝告
是你的就是你的
不是你的就不是你的
一切顺其自然就好:) ♥

Stressful

2011-01-05T22:03:00.000+08:00

look stupid.. haha x)
stressful .. =(

The End of 2010

2011-01-02T03:33:00.000+08:00

31 December 2010
thought will be working at Genting and countdown inside showroom.. who knows, JingHao last minutes informed me that we no need to go to work already, because they just need 6 girls only.. 18 girls become 6 girls, and 2 buses become 1 bus! LOL! sure a lot of people being dismiss.. but we already at KL! should inform us earlier.. then we no need to back KL for nothing ~.~ then we back Klang on next day morning(31 Dec).. I decided to go a5 gathering since i got no place to go for countdown.. but canceled at last minutes too!= =ll.. fine.. then wanna go yamcha + countdown with my gang, although just few of us.. but my friend tak sempat fetch me before 12, and my mum don't want to fetch me to there TT.. so! just stay at home and countdown myself!! *SIGH* what a boring New Year's eve..

1st January 2011
yeahh! It's a brand new year, brand new day ~
♥ HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 ♥
i'm turned from 19 to 20, from teen to ty! omg, i'm old =( how much i hope i can be a teenager forever.. but it's impossible.. human will be grow up and get old someday for sure.. so, just can accept the truth.. but, I declared myself as twen-teen! hahaa! still is teenager=p for 1 more year~ hehee..

In this year, I wish all of my friends & family
新年快乐
身体健康
事事顺利
笑口常开
出入平安
学业进步
财源广进
幸福快乐
好运滚滚来♥

and wish myself
身体健康
出入平安
学业猛进
财源广进
天天开心=D
去年的衰运全部统统离我远远的!!
好运滚滚来我身边♥
还有... 找到一个伴!哈哈~\(≧▽≦)/~

要幸福哟! ~O(∩_∩)O~

sincerely,
Jessie ♥

Chivalrous Movement @ Genting International Showroom, Genting Highland

2010-12-28T20:18:00.000+08:00

here is the event :)

so pity, Christmas eve and Christmas still need to working.. but is ok, since I got no place to go for countdown too~

It's a chivas event at Genting, 9pm-3am, entry fee is RM108 for 24th and 25th of Dec, RM128 for 31st Dec, there are some of the world’s top DJ’s from UK, Germany, Australia & Malaysia. Besides, there are also have 12,18 and 21 years Chivas.

24th Dec, we rush to Genting Kelang after class! I was sooooo excited for it =D because I thought there sure will be like club, got nice environment and nice music! Reached there around 4pm.. take our tag, shirt and have our dinner.. start stand by at 7.30pm~ we start to know each others, chit chat there since the event haven't start.. 9pm, I thought there will be a lot of people coming because every table also have "reserved" this paper.. mana tahu~wait wait wait, 11pm jor! just very less customers only! my position there no customers somemore! and the music........ all techno! omg! sienz sei me!! I got nothing to do.. so I just sit on the floor.. look at the light, start dreaming~ there is very dark and we all wear black shirt black pants, so if we hide at corner nobody can saw us 1.. many of us also sit at floor jor=x really very very very sienzzz!! 3am.. I thought we can finish job and back home.. but the DJ still playing techno and does not seem like wanna end it already? I really cannot stand for it already.. the music just like lullaby, the light is freaking nice, but slowly slowly when I felt sleepy the light flash and flash just make me more and more sleepy.. I go to Vivian and JingHao there, sit down and sleep terus! I really fall sleep!! until Jinghao wake me up and say can back lu~ I only wake up and look around.. eh? all customers back jor wor.. then briefing a while and back home~ I just go up to the bus then sleep immediately.. really too tired already >< ..

SS in da toilet

24th December 2010

25th December 2010

listen to the different of the music of 2 days~
2nd day much better right? x) hahas..

25th Dec, the music nicer ~ techno+ bass .. and we need to walk around every tier to sell chivas.. but still, no business~ everyone also want to open bottles, nobody will want to buy glass 1.. we just walk here walk there, rest here rest there x) oh ya! when I stand at there and look around see whether got people wanna buy chivas or redemption chivas, there is a customer ask for redemption, when I pass chivas for him he push back to me and said "For you".. o.O I push back to him and said don't want.. but he still keep push to me ~.~ then I just take it and drink.. eh? very nice wer~ chivas and coke mix until ngam ngam ho, taste of chivas won't so strong and don't have taste of coke at all! NICE NICE!! xD 3am, still not end yet~ I'm so sleepy.. I sit at floor that at my position there and sleep again~ really fall sleep too! the event 3++ only end.. tidy up everything and back from genting at 5am.. when we just go up to the bus then start raining=x scary~ the bus driver somemore drive very fast><><

1 more day to go~ hope the music of 31st Dec will be very very nice!~ This is a quite special working experience yea ~\(≧▽≦)/~

I like to being sayang..
I need somebody sayang me.. =(

It's my day! ♥

2010-12-26T21:39:00.000+08:00

Its my birthday! ♥
~22 December 2010~

Happy Winter Solstice Festival too!;) Every year celebrate my birthday with dong zhi! I love it=D This year don't know why everyone also like so want to eat tong yun geh? make me wanna eat too.. So.. 21 Dec I rush back to my lovely home after class!xD After that go out with my lovely friends: Annabelle, Ashley, Soon Aik and Huan Peng =) GREEN BOX!! I got free entry due to that day is my birthday eve.. but so sad! I cant sing on that day because my voice haven't recover from sick.. isshh>"< But anyway, still enjoy with it with them~!♥ we sing until 1am.. then wanna back home.. go out from greenbox, all shop already closed and no people at all.. so scary=x the KELUAR door had been locked! omg.. all of us dont know how to go out from Jusco that time .. LIFT! we go to car park from lift and decided to go to up there geh car park by Hwan's car to take Teng's car.. mana tahu.. the way to go up had been blocked too! =x sei lorr.. we ask the guard, but the guard like so blur and dunno anything pun, he told us all door also locked already we need to "walk" to up there to take car.. what????? we got no choice, just can walk to up there.. so dark~.~ kinda scary actually.... finally get Teng's car and back home safety:) what a special birthday experience for me! haha!

22 December, the day of my birthday ♥ I decided to go to my grandma house with my mum.. So i set my alarm at 7am.. but I overslept, 8.30am only woke up .. I go to down stair, my house already no people ~.~my mum already go to grandma house.. left me at home alone TT After I have my breakfast and tong yun then went to sunway pyramid with my lovely cousin Vivian~ we having our lunch at FULL HOUSE! ;) but honestly, the food over there is not really nice.. just the place is very nice for camwhore~ stay at there almost 1 hour we only leave to shopping.. there are a lot of nice shirt nice dress nice pants! we shop until so happii xD hahaaa.. back home at 6 something.. super tired!! my head already pening pening.. go to sleep after have my dinner and tong yun.. before that planned to go MOS on 22 December, but plan had been cancel due to transport problem~although very disappointed, but also luckily din't go.. if not I think I will faint inside due to too tired ~ hahhaa..

Say Happy Birthday tO me again! ♥ heeee=D

Anything

2010-11-13T16:31:00.000+08:00

long time didn't come to my blog already
miss out a lot of thing didn't post here..
now also lazy post jor =x

klang 1 day trip, Quattro, working at HusH Puppies, Bukit Tinggi, somemore?
forgot jor ~.~
nevermind then.. just ignore it ~

my life is so busy,
just like no more extra time to do other things except study =(
what a boring life huh...
and even i used all of my time for study, but still cannot really understand what am I learning..
all subjects in this semester are really too hard ,
I cannot complete a tutorial at all T~T
how to go for exam?
I also don't know ..
(feel like wanna cry huh..)

what hurt the most?
hurt the most when the one you love relationship status changed from single to in a relationship..
friends beside of me one by one getting in a relationship,
but I'm still single. why?
AM I REALLY TOO CHOOSY?
but seriously,
I really haven't meet the one that can give me strong feeling to him :(

I'm still waiting :)
hope "HIM" can fast fast appear in my life ~ :D heee.. ♥

chaoz! ♥

Sunway Pyramid ♥

2010-10-15T22:08:00.000+08:00

It's Sushi King RM2 Bonanza 2010!
Every plate of sushi is just RM2!
of course cannot miss it lu ♥

went to Sunway Pyramid with HooiPeng, HooiTeng & her bf after lecture
reach there at 1pm something ..
It is lunch time~

Sushi King ♥

keep eat eat and eat
too yummy already! cannot tahan >~<

After that went to skating
yesssss, skating is one of my favorite activity!

Skating Rink

Although i not very pro in skating
but at least i can stand in the skating rink and slowly slowly skate =]
don't dare to skate faster because afraid of fall down ><

this time skating recall my sweet memory in skating rink ♥
Long long time ago..
♥ There is someone used to help me put my things in locker which is number of 22(my birthday)
♥ There is someone used to help me to tie shoelaces
♥ There is someone used to holding my hand and teach me how to skate
♥ There is someone used to play with me in the skating rink
♥ There is someone used to bringing me skating with fastest speed and let me feel the wind
♥ There is someone used to help me stand when i fell down in the skating rink
♥ There is someone used to help me adjust my skating shoes when my shoes crooked
♥ There is someone will hold my hand suddenly from the behind when I'm skating alone
♥ There is someone will smiling to me when we had been said by our friends that we look like couple
♥ There is someone will bought big hotdog and eat together with me
♥ There is someone gave me the special "Birthday Present" on the day of my birthday

So SWEET memory ever for me ♥
Indeed, I used to like that SOMEONE before
but now, NO ANYMORE
after something had happened ..
by the way, those memories still is a sweet memory for me ~

Don't know why this time will recall those memories,
maybe because i'm skating alone ba ..
but but!!
skating alone beside listening my favorite clubbing song!
syok!! ♥

*4 of us*

After skating, is DINNER time!
SUSHI KING AGAIN!!

There is so many people Q-up over there!
because is last day of Bonanza,
so everyone was holding the last chance to eat sushi with cheap price,
and of course, included us! hee ~xD
Q-up for half and hour ++
finally got seat for us
makan makan makan
but this time didn't eat so much like lunch time already..

weeee~
that day end up with sit bus + lrt back to Setapak
wait for quite long time for the bus!
and we pass by Coco Banana and Opera when walking to bus stop
yeeee.. feel like want to go in tim =x
lalala~ addicted jor! x_X

That's all for today! chaoz =p

New Blog Skin ♥

2010-10-09T14:13:00.000+08:00

changed a new blog skin for my blog ♥
is it nice?
I ♥ this blog skin so much =]

read some blog of other people just now,
why they can write until so good 1?
hmmm..
need to read more other people's blog to improve improve
need to improve my ENGLISH
need to improve my CHINESE
in WRITING!

start from now,
I will update my blog more frequently~
heee =]

现在才知道

2010-10-07T15:06:00.000+08:00

现在才知道
原来印象是多么的重要
现在才知道
原来曾经做错过一件事，就可以毁了整个印象
从100分变成0分

真是害人不浅啊...

劝告!
那些有男/女朋友的
请跟其他异性保持距离
第一，可以预防流言蜚语
第二，避免外遇的事情发生
第三，还可以保持良好形象

第三者，
并不是每一个外遇都是因为第三者的错!
对，有些也许是第三者去勾引别人的男/女朋友
但并不是全部!!
有些是那些男/女朋友去跟其他异性搞暧昧
去追求第三者
第三者完全是无辜的!
可是还要被其他人误解为破坏别人的感情!
真不公平!!!

所以请大家，要评论别人的时候请搞清楚状况
不要随随便便的就判定别人的错好吗!

Maltese Puppy ♥

2010-10-03T11:16:00.000+08:00

cute right?
Maltese puppy is so adorable! ♥
I wish I could have one =(

30 September 2010

2010-09-30T14:41:00.000+08:00

2009
That was the year that I just graduated from secondary school
confusing, blurring, don't know what course should I take
Finally, I choose the course that I most good in secondary school
that is ~~ ACCOUNTING!!
yep, I always have the best result for account compared to other subjects
So that I choose Accounting as my college course ..

Study from 2009 until now,
I realized that I really got interest in Accounting
I picked the RIGHT course for myself =)
I love to do account xD
and I found my interest from those subjects that I have to take..
Accounting= no matter is what type of accounting also love it x)
Economics= like it~
Financing= not really like yea..
Entrepreneurship= in between like and dislike
Taxation= hate the most!!
Law= need memorize a lot .. curious why accounting student need to take this subject? we are not going to be a lawyer pun! =="

I LOVE calculations and HATE memorize ..
my brain is just that small only..
always forget this forget that,
how can memorize everything jek ~~(>_<)~~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

nowadays I'm feeling nothing! TT
I got nothing to talk with friends
So become very very quite
I feel like want to talk,
but.. brain is blank, no topic at all
=sigh sigh sigh=
Any one can help me out ? =(

and feeling like I got no friends at TARC
I know a lot of people there
but all just is say "HI" when meet
not really have friends that can hang out always
SOBZ SOBZ
So that I always back to my home when finish all classes
unwilling to stay there for longer time ~~(>_<)~~
feeling alone ..... =(

9月27日

2010-09-25T15:13:00.000+08:00

三个星期的假期
终于在昨天画上句号
这个假期过的很充实
第一和第二个星期跑了很多地方
第三个星期终于肯乖乖待在家
煲偶像剧和电影的粥~
放假，放到我自己都不知道今天是几月几号
有够糟糕的=="

每天早上起身
吃完早餐后就坐在电脑前面看戏
看到一段时间后就去吃午餐
吃完又坐回电脑前面
然后睡个午觉
每天都重复一样的东西
不肥才怪!
是时候减肥了!!
Fighting ~!

=Back To College=
如果假期能延长就好了!
其实还真的很不想回来Setapak的
不想去上Lecture
可是没有去又心理不舒服
结果还是来了=(
第一堂课------闷到爆!
脑袋放空，眼睛快关下去了~_~
现在已经是第五个semester了
越来越懒惰，越来越没专心听老师讲课
还有2个semester!
就正式从Diploma毕业咯!
戴四方帽，超期待滴 ♥

最近在追两部偶像剧
超赞 ♥♥♥
可是一个一星期才出两集
另一个一星期才出一集
好慢 >~<
不过极力推荐!
真的超好看!

Dalang~
就是这两部啦~♥

[韩版恶作剧之吻] 　

演员:金贤重，郑素敏，李泰成
监制:导演:黄仁雷
集数: 类型: 爱情|偶像|剧情|喜剧
国家/地区: 韩国上映日期: 2010-09-01

《韩版恶作剧之吻》的剧情简介

白胜祖(金贤重)：不仅有着让女生都羡慕的完美外表，而且IQ超高，学习成绩全校第一，非常有运动细胞，财力也是超凡，只是这位让人感叹命运不公平的男生却是个做任何事都不带笑容，性格枯燥无味的冷淡男生。　　吴荷妮(郑素敏)：与白胜祖同校的笨拙专业户，却有着一颗善良，乐于助人的心。自从对白胜祖一见钟情后吴荷妮发奋要改写自己倒数的成绩，并为了感动他做了一件又一件傻事，最终赢得了他的心。

[钟无艳]

演员:明道，杨谨华，吴慷仁
监制:导演:林清振
集数: 类型: 爱情|偶像
国家/地区: 中国台湾上映日期: 2010-07-25

《钟无艳》的剧情简介

　故事，要从两千三百多年前说起…. 战国时期。　　貌丑无双的平民女子–钟无艳对当时齐国的朝纲不振甚感痛心，於是她冒险前往雪宫台齐宫所在之地，孤身杀入正殿，自请晋见齐宣王阐述她的治国理念，之后在她的全力辅佐之下，原本国运渐衰的齐国终於步上正轨，走入强国之林。　　但是，拥有绝顶才智，却也绝顶丑陋的钟无艳，付出所有，只能帮她赢得宣王的敬畏、钦佩、赞叹、欣赏、感激，却从来得不到宣王的爱。　　因为宣王的心，始终只系夏妃–夏迎春一个人身上，传说钟无艳有多丑、夏迎春就有多美，虽然宣王理智上清楚知道无艳有多好，但感情的天平，却往往不由自主往迎春那边倾斜。　　屡屡失望的无艳终於彻底寒了心，含泪挥刀斩落长发，收起她几乎被消磨殆尽的破碎真情，离开了不懂珍惜的齐宣王。

♥♥完♥♥

Selamat Hari Raya [Temerloh + Pantai Sepat, Kuantan]

2010-09-11T14:40:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya!!
Everyone is having holiday!=D
went to my malay auntie's house that at Temerloh~
I watching movie when going to Temerloh=p

but just watch for 20 minutes,
feel like wanna vomit and head pening jor..
then close netbook and sleep~

2 hours!
reach jor~

-eat + talk + take photo-
until 1pm~
my uncle suddenly said wanna go Kuantan!
me and my brother also plan to go also before go Temerloh..
just dunno how to go ..
then we all said OK :D
then my uncle bring us go to Kuantan~

On the way going Kuantan..

raining..
hope won't rain at there!

Finally,
Reached!
Pantai Sepat at Kuantan
but not so nice.. because ebb already..
all water at so far away.. =(
luckily.. stop raining already :D

picnik? :)

a lot of little crab over there!

my family :) ♥

JeSs!3! ♥

finally, sun is coming out! =)

back home at 6pm
start to sleep..
2 hours only already woke up..
then I look around here around there
so dark! the highway is so dark!
no light at all .. so scary -.-ll
until Genting Highlands that highway only start have lights over there
luckily I got bring jacket :D so cold in the car..
reach home at around 9pm
3 hours and half from Kuantan to Klang!
OMG! so far >~<

have a nice day anyway :)

4 September 2010

2010-09-06T04:03:00.000+08:00

I hate!
I hate the most when a plan had been cancel at last minute!
and~ there is so "ma guai fan" when planning..
more angry is that waste time waste money but end up didn't have any plan!
>~<

Finally,
I just ask few of them to go out
and just go for movie~
easier and faster
hmm,
MBO:)
a new cinema at Taman Chi Liung..
but, doesn't nice as i expected..
the cinema is so small, screen so small, and sound not best enough..
and we watched "The King of Fighters"
because "piranha 3D" full jor..

this movie..
emm, however still ok ..
just like all happened too fast jor..

10.30pm
still early ni..
then we went to Bukit Tinggi for yamcha:D
didn't notice name of the cafe..

chit-chat until 1.30am!
o.O talk until too happy and forgot time jor~xp
reach home at 2am
then online a while and SLEEP~
=))

^_________________^

2010-09-04T12:08:00.000+08:00

终于考完试了
痛苦了10天
失眠，熬夜，读书，黑眼圈，眼袋，痘痘都跑完出来了
这10天的时间超慢过的! ><

终于都过去啦~
最后一天考试
6点就爬起来读书
然后7.30am就去college了

*不够睡的残样*

考完试后就打包行李回家去咯~~~!=D
超累的..
可是很开心
终于没有压力咯!
可以开开心心放假去~

*回家的途中*

看到吗?
眼袋超大的=(

不管怎样~
I'm HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY now!

21/8/2010

2010-08-22T00:58:00.000+08:00

NO ONE IS 100% PERFECT!!

Do you agree? :)

I ♥ 5a5 [2008]

Want-To-Do List

2010-08-19T01:38:00.000+08:00

holiday holiday~
faster come please~ ♥
I got a lot of things need to do in holiday!
Here are the list~

Want-to-do List
1) shopping
2) skating
3) clubbing
4) go trip
5) eat eat eat
6) go Bukit Cahaya

Want-to-buy List
1) speaker
2) formal attire
3) dress, clothes, pants
4) bag
5) shoes
6) make up stuff
7) headset

Want-to-watch Movie & Drama List
1) 偷心大圣PS男
2) Angel Beats
3) 会长是女仆大人
4) High School Musical 3
5) Twilight Eclipse
6) Iris
7) Toy Story 3
8) The Sorcerer's Apprentice
9) 女人最痛

Want-to-read Book List
1) Twilight
2) Twilight-New Moon

and many lagi~~~

PC Fair [August 2010]

2010-08-15T13:38:00.000+08:00

2nd time working at pc fair!
yea.. lack of money now ><"

3 August 2010 [Tuesday]
went to briefing at Time Square..
I choose printer again because laptop is complicated for me =X
meet back all same people again =)
same booth, same company, same people, same selling printer again! xD
get browser and some detail about printer on dat day ..

but.. I never touch it at all!xp

6 August 2010 [Friday]
skipped class for working~
Thunder Match HP booth changed to beside that booth o.O
that's why~ all customers come in to ball room and saw HP booth then will go there have a look..
but they will never notice that .. that are 2 different company over there!
so.. all customers go to another company booth and our booth got no business ~_~""
this time pc fair so many malay coming.. and lesser people than last time..
so we all kinda free at there ..
keep talking talking ~
and I keep playing with Sherwin!xp
that is 1st day of working and not sleep enough at yesterday..
tired + leg pain + sleepy..

7 August 2010 [Saturday]
more people than yesterday..
but still.. not much business~_~
I cannot sell even 1 printer! ><"""
but Sherwin sold many ehh..
weird.. why everyone also go to ask him 1?
I think because he tooooooooo lengzai jor!xp
and he is really good in selling~ keep explain to everyone who passed by~
me.. lazy xp just keep quite and giving flyer at there..
not much tired as yesterday..
because already start used with it..

8 August 2010 [Sunday]
oops! late jor! 11pm only reach there!
crowded day~
but still not crowded as much as last time..
keep saying the same thing..
"HP printer, promotion now! only RM99! 3 in 1 only RM189!"
Finally i sold 6 printers!=P
take photo before back~

3 days, not too short not too long ..
although tired, but i enjoyed the time with you guys! :)
lalala~ many friends come find me and I met many friends there too!
happii happii ^____________^

MaisOn Anniversary Fiesta ♥

2010-08-01T23:51:00.000+08:00

Belated post!

..is all about 28/7/2010 {wednesday}..

Maison Anniversary Fiesta!
planned to go 2 weeks before that day..
feel very excited on that day because can go clubbing finally!:D

reach there at 9pm++
hmm.. we like too early jor =X
9pm Anniversary Fiesta just opening..
we can heard Lion dance and saw fireworks from car park there..
waiting.. waiting.. waiting.
waiting our invitation cards which at Gary's friends there..
they 10pm only reach ..
then we all go in..
erm.. not the right time to dance, because still very early!
take photo, drink liquor, eat cotton candy and twisties..
besides watching performance .. by very "pretty" geh ah gua ..

11.30pm++
song changed!
it's dance time!!
all of us go down to the dance floor..
thought will super crowded, but seem like not ..
maybe because is weekday..
no one be the first to start the dance
so we all also don't have the feeling to dance
guys keep push we all girls go up to the stage
but we don't dare la =S
i don't know dance 1! so malu if i go up >~<
then we all go back to our table again..
*drink drink drink*

after a while,
I start to feel dizzy jor..
we all go down again..
yeah, got few girls dancing on the stage already!
sexy baby~
we all also start dancing~
so big gang ^^
Daniel teach me how to dance,
but still.. i luan luan dance only ><
need to practice more >~<

there got an uncle stand at there and doing nothing!
no dance no drink just stand around us!
swt.. my observation very bad..
i didn't notice at all..
I accidently langgar him when dancing, then i turn to him, he thumbs up to me = =
OMG! wad make him thumbs up? my dance? eww.. super cacat 1 laa..

then forgot how already..
just remember after that Daniel ask us to becareful that uncle..
because he keep looking at me
then me and Vivian faster go to toilet
luckily that uncle didn't follow us!

after that we didn't back to that place again..
go to upstairs, rest and drink some liquor..
then go down again~
I separate with Vivian
and i saw a guy dance with her
i thought is gary's friend..
ask gary but gary says he ain't their gang 1..
o.O! that guy is so close to her! i terus ask Jun go help her..
then we continue dance dance dance~

forgot is who hold all of us go up stage ..
**BOOM BOOM SHAKE SHAKE**
dance stage full of people!
SYOK YEAHHHHHHH~

dance together with you guys
sing out loud together with the song!
ignore those unknown people besides us
I just saw all of you guys :) ♥

dance until all of us tired only back to our table
Vivian start headache..
My leg no more energy.. need to holding someone only can walk..
Gary and ah fai still can dance =.=lll they so many energy 1..
someone give us lollipop, say that eat lollipop will feel better, thanks:)

that time already 2.30am..
Vivian really headache and dizzy seriously..
me and Jun hold her go to outside..
she cried=.=ll! just like a child, lao gai-ing~~
we keep comfort her.. until she calm down..
bring her rest at car.. waiting they all finish ..
sobz sobz, cannot stay until 3am finish ..
then back home~
aww.. cannot sleep.. still feeling high and my mind still thinking clubbing that time >~<

by the way..
That was an awesome night!
have a lot of fun and enjoy with dancing!
went there few times but this time is most enjoy!=D
and i finally understand that the dangerous of club on that night
really thanks to Jun, Daniel, ah Fai and Gary
Jun take care us a lot and others protected us too :)

I love clubbing since that night xD
like the environment and the music..
yeahhhhhh!
so fun with they all!
unforgetable.. ^^
and kinda funny.. eat twisties, cotton candy and lollipop at club eah? hahaa :D

I'm nor a good girl neither a bad girl..
maybe I'm different with what you guys see from me
maybe you will dislike me, hate me
however, I'm just trying to be myself!
That's me! :)

HalO my blOg :)

2010-06-12T13:03:00.000+08:00

HalO my blOg :)
i'm back ^^

huhu~
long time didn't update my blog already!
damn lazy and got nothing to write..
hmm.. I think my blog nobody view jor huh? ..

Time past so fast -.-ll
now already week 4! going to week 5 soon..
this semester geh subjects all very hard ..
so blur.. dunno how to go for exam .. T____T

Start to learn dancing at Genting Kelang..
the second day after dance my arm so so so pain !
I think can keep fit huh? xD

Why couple is easier get quarrel than friends?
hmmm.. i think most of the reasons is because of jealous?
So, friends is better ^^ friends can be forever but couple not really..
For me now, single better! :D freedom~♥ teehee

5a5 gathering tonight~
long time no see with them already..
excited x)
planned to take many photos today..
but, camera USB missing jor! x_X
have to order and wait..
so tonight i cannot use my camera =( sobz sobz

Dat's all for today~ chaoz!

!! _Las Vegas_ !!

2010-05-11T14:25:00.000+08:00

My DREAM!!
hope really can go there.. =)
gambateh gambateh!!
telling myself:
BELIEVE MYSELF
JESSIE TEH YOU CAN 1!! ^^

❤Making Love Out Of Nothing At All-Air Supply❤

2010-05-05T23:53:00.000+08:00

This is an old song which sing by Air Supply~
highly recommend by me! JESSIE TEH ^^"
This song really is a very NICE song~!!
must go to listen this song if you haven't listen it!
hahaaa.. =P

I heard this song from a movie "Monga", which is from Taiwan~
when this song is playing,
the scenario is a guy and a girl,
they listening mp3 together and then kiss~❤
awwwww~~~~!! so sweet nehx..
I so hope that I'm in da movie! hahaa.. impossible LOL~

If there is someone singing this song to me or playing this song with instrument to me,
I think I will fall in LOVE to him immediately! XD
hahaahaa :P

Air Supply -Making love out of nothing at all (让爱一切成空)

I know just how to whisper
我明白如何轻声细语
And I know just how to cry
也明白如何哭喊
I know just where to find the answers
我知道哪里可以找到答案
And I know just how to lie
也知道怎样撒谎
I know just how to fake it
我知道如何捏造事实
And I know just how to scheme
也知道如何策划阴谋
I know just when to face the truth
我明白何时该面对真相
And then I know just when to dream
然后，我明白何时该去作梦
And I know just where to touch you
我知道该触摸你的哪里
And I know just what to prove
也知道该证明什么
I know when to pull you closer
我明白何时该将你拉近一点
And I know when to let you loose
也明白何时该放手
And I know the night is fading
我明白夜晚已尽
And I know the time's gonna fly
时间逐渐飞逝
And I'm never gonna tell you everything I've gotta tell you
而我绝不会告诉你任何该告诉你的事
But I know I've gotta give it a try
但我知道该试试看
And I know the roads to riches
我知道致富之道
And I know the ways to fame
也知道成名的快捷方式
I know all the rules and then I know how to break'em
我清楚所有的游戏规则，也知道如何打破规则
And I always know the name of the game
我总是知道游戏的名称
But I don't know how to leave you
但我不知道如何离开你
And I'll never let you fall
我永远不会让你跌倒
And I don't know how you do it
我不明白你是怎么做到的
(Making love)out of nothing at all
让爱一切成空
(Making love)Out of nothing at all, (Making love)out of nothing at all
一切成空，一切都成空
(Making love)Out of nothing at all, (Making love)out of nothing at all
一切成空，一切都成空
(Making love)Out of nothing at all, (Making love)out of nothing at all
Everytime I see you all the rays of the sun
每一次我看见你，所有的阳光
Are all streaming through the waves in your hair
像波浪般流泻过你的发间
And every star in the sky
天上的每一颗星
Is taking aim at your eyes like a spotlight
都像聚光灯一样对准了你的双眼
The beating of my heart is a drum and it's lost
我的心跳，像是迷失的鼓
And it's looking for a rhythm like you
寻觅着和你一样的节奏
You can take the darkness at the pit of the night
你可以从夜之坑洞中汲取黑暗
And turn into a beacon burning endlessly bright
将它转化为燃烧着无尽光亮的信号灯
I've gotta follow it 'cause everything I know
而我必得追随着它，因为我所知道的一切
Well, it's nothing 'till I give it to you
如果没有给你的话，都是徒然
I can make the runner stumble
我能够让跑者摔倒
I can make the final block
我可以发动攻势
And I can make every tackle at the sound of the whistle
也可以阻挡进攻，在哨声响起之际
Make all the stadiums rock
我能够让整个运动场沸腾起来
I can make tonight forever
我能够让今晚成为永恒
Or I can make it disappear by the dawn
或者，我能让它在黎明前消失
I can make you every promise that has ever been made
我能为你实现每一个许过的承诺
And I can make all your demons be gone
]我能为你驱走所有恶魔
But I'm never gonna make it without you
但是没有你，我绝不会去做
Do you really wanna see me crawl
0道你真的要看我在地上爬
And I'm never gonna make it like you do
我绝对不会像你一样
Making love out of nothing at all
让爱一切成空
(Making love)Out of nothing at all, (Making love)out of nothing at all
一切成空，一切都成空
(Making love)Out of nothing at all, (Making love)out of nothing at all
一切成空，一切都成空
(Making love)Out of nothing at all, (Making love)out of nothing at all
一切成空，一切都成空
(Making love)Out of nothing at all
让爱一切成空
Making love out of nothing at all (让爱一切成空)

~DAC1 A11Genting 1 day trip21/4/2010~

2010-04-24T04:24:00.000+08:00

Diploma first year is ended
time goes fast
I already study at TARC for 1 year
many things happened in this year
good, bad, happy, sad
By the way.. I'm enjoy with my college life =)

I still remember the 1st day at college..
all of us are in the blur mode
even can sesat at college .. haha~
but now already used with the way to PA block,canteen 1,CITC,R block or other blocks..

Semester 1
Microeconomics, Hubungan Etnik, English, Introduction of Accounting, BMS, Dance Club
5 subjects have to take + 1 co-curriculum (dance club)
I have understand what is assignment and how to do assignment
*good and pretty microeconomics lecturer: Ms You~ I can understand what she is teaching~
*microeconomics tutor: Mr Kok See Hing who always praise my writing very nice ~xD
*and very good principle account lecturer, same as micro lecturer~ good in teaching~

Semester 2
Macroeconomics, ITS, Fundamentals of Accounting, Introduction Of Management, English
5 subjects alsooooo
*FOA same lecturer with IA lecturer - 1 word, good lecturer^^
*FOA tutor also very good in teaching ~
*IOM lecturer: Mr Cheng who always provided tips for us XD
*English lecturer: Ms Melissa ~ very funny lecturer~~
*very good ITS tutor~ make us understand what we can't understand from lecture~

Semester 3
Organisation & Human Resource, Tamadun Islam, English
just 3 subjects only
but is the most busy semester
because is short semester, so all assignment come at the same time!
3 assignment have to done in week 5~ duhhhhh~
*very funny and good TI tutor: Mr Pushpanathan who provided tips for us and just teach us what will come out in exam! like himmm so muchh~~

now ! holidaysssss!
my group~DAC G11 organized a trip to genting on 21/4/2010~
all of us were shout out loud at genting!! release our stress and enjoy ourselves~~
so FUN!! hohoho~ =D

Pc Fair * 16/17/18 April 2010

2010-04-24T03:19:00.000+08:00

Didn't work part time for almost 1 year..
Finally found Pc Fair job this time~
I never go to Pc Fair.. hmm, 1st time go is go for work~
I work for Thunder Match Technology~
at KLCC ballroom, HP booth, sell HP printer~
work together with many friends.. won't feel bored ^^"

1st day of Pc Fair, friday
I thought that day quite many people already..
how know that day is the most less people 1.. @"@
beside that booth.. HTC mobile phone geh promoters so friendly~ keep smiling with me 1~
I have kenal a gang of muscular man friends XD
everyday went to pc fair and back together..
and 10am need to reach there, we always 10.30am only go there 11am reach there XD haha

2nd day of Pc Fair, saturday
getting to know some of there geh people..
same booth 1 or beside booth 1..
we kenal them but we dunno their name 1.. lolsssss.. funnyy..
is very crowded on that day!!
and HP booth just have 1 place for make payment
so every people no matter is purchase laptop, desktop or printer also need to make payment at there
the way is blocked by printer until left small way only..
so, super crowded!! all of us keep saying excuse me, sorry, thank you ! -.-ll
langsung can't move.. duhhhH~
this job is really challenging my english and cantonese ..
my english and cantonese is not good 1.. but all customers is either speak english or cantonese..
I think my cantonese improved jor xD hahaaa

3rd day , sunday and also is last day of Pc Fair~~
the most crowded day!! sold out many printers..
and the price of printer keep falling.. because our daniel "da ge" want to clear all stock~
after dinner.. I curi tulang go down and find the things i want to buy~
but run jor 2 rounds.. still can't find it =(
8pm++.. I dun give up.. I go down again.. but.. still no have =( sigh*
suan le.. I don't want to buy already..
go back ballroom ~ almost reach 9pm .. ready to "sao gong"!!
all promoters are so happy~ keep on shout their brand name~ but there already very less people..
9pm!! dang dang!
some people tidy up everything..
some people taking photo..
some people chit chat-ing..
and the last!! all of us ask for FREE GIFT from our tauke! hahahaha
our "da ge" daniel very good.. he simpan free gift for us who sell printer 1..
a laptop bag, USB fan, and HP brand mini radio =)
they sell laptop and desktop 1 very jealous we sell printer 1 xD hahahah
after that they too high already~turn to be crazy~
they throw our HP shirt to opposide ACER people~
and ACER people all rebut o!! hahahahha! so funny!
everyone also very high!~
before we back.. we sing birthday song for WeiJian who birthday on that day..
and me and HooiTeng say thankyou to our "da ge" daniel and 2 "da ge" who very caring us..

3 days past very fast~
I have know many people at pc fair~
lengzai lenglui also got xD hahaha
and the worst is.. i keep talking about printer and i forgot everything about OHR already!
swt~ I want to say HP laptop i can say to HP printer=.=lll
but anyway~ I'm enjoy it =)))) ~

+____+

2010-03-05T15:52:00.000+08:00

Semester 3开始了
生活也360°转变
说真的很不习惯

生活开始不同了之后
我才领悟到
习惯这东西真的不能小看它
同样的生活经历了半年多
突然变了
才真的会开始怀念之前的日子

还有就是依赖
第一次养成了依赖的个性
要改掉
对现在的我来说也许会有点难
但是我还是会努力

想通了很多事情
也看清了很多事情
印证了身在其中很多事情都会看不清
直到推出事外后才瞬间开窍了

要加油!!!!!!
^_________^

我的小时候..❤

2010-02-10T07:40:00.000+08:00

~H0lidaysS~

2010-01-26T11:13:00.000+08:00

Semester 2 is ended
Final exam is over
relaxXxxx !!
woohoo !! =))))))

What subject i took at this semester?
1) English for Communication
2) Macroeconomics
3) Fundamentals of Accounting
4) Information Technology & Systems
5) Introduction of Organisation & Management

h0pe can get g0od result~ especially ITS! i don't want to resit lea T______T

lalalalalala~
what to do now??
is...........
SHOPPING!!!
finally can buy new year clothes lu!

Chinese New Year is around the corner
i misSssss new year biscuit! :P

It's holidaySSsssss~~~~~~~~~~~~~~♪
lalalalalalalalala~~~♪♪♪♪

My Birthday+Cousin's Wedding+New Year Countdown

2010-01-06T13:07:00.000+08:00

好久没有更新了!!!!!
忙忙忙忙忙>"<
这些都是蛮久以前的事了
paiseh paiseh x_X

21/12/2009*KLCC
去了KLCC的Secret Recipe吃晚餐
三个人 : Jessie(me) Kent(dear) Vivian(cousin)
三个人吃了百多块~_~
*祝我生日快乐*
×小小蛋糕×

22/12/2009-23/12/2009*Genting Highlands

读college过后第二次上云顶
还是跟之前一样
4个人 : Jessie(me) Kent(dear) Vivian(cousin) Jerry(cousin's bf)

我的生日礼物 : 小狗狗(Bebe)
thankssssss my dear~~
muakzzzz ! xD
超爱这个礼物❤

原本要玩outdoor的
因为寿星免费玩indoor和outdoor
结果... 年尾天气冷，雾太大，很多游戏都关了T^T
没得玩... 只能走走~
晚上去看半夜场
可是那里的戏很少><
看<风云>，整场戏我有一半是在睡觉Zzz..
然后回酒店就倒了
睡到早上七点半又爬起来准备去吃早餐
下午checkout过后去玩游戏机XD
过后就回宿舍~
整个回的路程都在睡觉
回到宿舍也还是睡觉!

24/12/2009*回Klang

25/12/2009*Bukit Tinggi Jusco, GM Klang, 二姨家

跟姐姐，表姐，还有2个表哥去Jusco
为了买鞋~
从下午逛到4点多
因为还要去载另外一个表哥
可是他还没有到klang
我们就又去附近的GM Klang
差不多6点多才去载表哥
回到家已经7点多了
冲凉好后又去二姨家*自由餐
聊天聊天聊天
到半夜1点才回家睡觉

26/12/2009*二姨家，酒楼

一大早就去二姨家

新郎去接新娘
我们就在那里拍照

新郎新娘
抵达~

进行所有的礼仪过后
我们就赶回家准备去喝喜酒
下午喝喜酒很不好><
因为不够时间准备
一点开始
吃 :P
到四点多
全部人散完后我们全部在那里拍照

过后~
回家~
结束~

31/12/2009*The Curve
countdown countdown :D
长这么大以来
第一次去The Curve
可以说我很outdated
因为都没有机会去那里
6个人去 : 我, Kent(dear) 还有他的朋友
那里真的~~很美哦^O^

离十二点还有半小时多
可是我们已经开始玩spray了
太早了 XD

10~9~8~7~6~5~4~3~2~1
Happy New Year!!!
新年快乐^2010
Spray everywhere~
烟花好美哦~~~~~

到两点才上LRT
整辆LRT只有四个人
每一站都没有人了
而且还关灯了
恐怖><
到setiawangsa的时候那两个人都下车了
只剩下我跟dear
啊~~~~~~怕死了
三点才回到宿舍
累到一倒就睡了

Lastly, HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010! ❤

♥+ Hi Mysweetheart +♥

2009-12-18T12:46:00.000+08:00

海派甜心♥
love this movie so so so much~~~
really very niceeeeee~
who haven't watch it must go to watch XD

超级倒霉!

2009-12-15T15:59:00.000+08:00

超衰的一天>_<"

打算今天把assignment弄好然后交上去
结果!
去CITC弄好后要print的时候
那个人跟我说colour printing rosak!
ok.. 就算了..
canteen2的printer也坏了
没有办法
只好去TBR印
赶时间，所以叫健杰载我, 慧婷, 慧萍和摇摇过去那里
希望能赶的回来上课

结果那里人多到~~~
因为今天全部人都要交这个assignment
所以全部都在print
TBR的三间书店都爆满~_~"
等~等~等~
半个小时多过去
才到我们print
课赶不到，跷课~
我们也在那里弄了半小时多
三点，等摇摇的朋友来载我们回
在那里晃来晃去
结果她朋友有事要迟点回
所以我们就走路回去

回到宿舍才发现
greeting card掉了!
死咯~_~"
要burn去cd的时候
pendrive中毒, 很多files完全开不到, 要delete
更死~ 因为没有backup起来

我从新弄过, print过和burn过好后
office关门了=.=
交不到, 希望老师能给我明天再交 :(

真的很衰T_T"
跑来跑去
很讨厌IST assignment!
害我skip ME lecture 2次
FOA lecture 1次
麻烦到死~~~

我的IOM assignment~
FOA assignment~
English assignment~
IST~
很多都被delete了T_T"
可恶可恶可恶~~~~~~~~
mang zhang arrrrrrrr~~

- 12/12/2009 -

2009-12-13T15:39:00.000+08:00

~From this moment on~
~i will love you~♥

Photography

2009-12-06T05:08:00.000+08:00

3/12/2009

6pm
Gary suddenly ask me and Kent go take photo
before that he already ask me to be his assignment model
but he never find me after that
thought he don't want me to be his assignment model already
i just woke up er..
then bath and ready
so rush-.-ll
he really last minutes 1
duhh~
then snap snap*
his camera really nice wer~
but so expensive >_<
if not i want to buy already

1st time modeling
sure~ cacat 1 laaaa..
hope next time got chance to take this kind of photo again :)

*photo uploaded at facebook*

SBS PROM NIGHT

2009-12-01T15:43:00.000+08:00

BUSY BUSY BUSY
I don't likes WEEK 9,10,11 >_<"

last sunday went to SBS Prom Night,
decoration is very nice~
we went to there at 5pm++
sit down and waiting..
lol.. so boring~then go out to find water~
when we want to go in again the door already closed..
have to wait VIP go in 1st then we only can go in

after that we start to took photo inside there~
all of us didn't watch the performance at all -.-ll
then refreshment time~
duhhh.. too many people..
have to wait for a long time..
how know.. we were too late go out..
food is finished!! =.=ll
hungry.. but they said have to wait until 9pm++ only got food..
so went in again..
PromKing & PromQueen
em.. too far for me can't see-.-ll
when 9pm++ we went out to take food,
the food like.. ewwww~
not nice at all~! and they give very very less onlyyyyy..

after that dance time~
dance dance~
i name this dance as " hug hug dance" XD
hahaha! because everyone also dunno dance 1..
just hugging partner and moving~
sound "lam" right? but it is not!
because the music not match at all~lol~

10pm++
clubbing time
everything is very suitable for clubbing~
light & music
just the people problem>< aikzz
guys are compete dance and everyone are looking at them
swt.. sienzz.. then go back already

next day~
everyone also said that prom night is sux-.-ll
overall.. just the decoration is nice~
activity and food are bad~~

some photo here:)

lazy upload here
more photo at my facebook!

chaoz :)

HoHo~^O^

2009-11-07T05:06:00.000+08:00

yeahhh~~
Individual Presentation finally is over!
nervous for few days already
finally now no need to worry anymore!

beside that,
due to lack of money
I have been started working in TARC
RM5 per hour
this 3 days, because of presentation, work + many class
everyday 8am woke up
exhausted!!!
finally can relax~~woohoo~~
I want sleep+sleep+sleep+sleep+sleep!

English Presentation

2009-11-02T14:50:00.000+08:00

English individual presentation count down 5 days~
nervous+nervous+nervous+nervous+nervous

picked topic long time jor..
but still not start anything yet..
today only rush OUTLINE and SLIDESHOW!
very very tired
now my brain all is "WORDS"
when i close my eyes those words will jump out immediately
duhhh~~

anyway~
my presentation already 70% done^o^

is time to sleep now~
goodnitezz!

♥ True Friends ♥

2009-11-01T14:36:00.000+08:00

They are my best friends! =P

~hope our friendship will never end ya~

A true friend is very hard to find..

when we are young, everyone is good, because we don't know the world is inclemency

we just know to play and have fun together

when we are getting close to society, some people will become bad for benefit themselves

starting to juggle, cheat, and harm others..

why must be like that?
I hate it..
why can't everyone also has a good heart?

The most important reason to make friend is..
~not to take advantage from them
~is when u r sad, u will have them beside u always.. when u r happy, u can share ur happiness with them..

when we make friends, the most important thing is we must use our TRUE HEART!

after studying in college..
felt like being expelled by all of them..
*huhu*

but nowadays don't care so much already..
Don't worry, be happy!
Everything will be all right soon! ('.')

♥ 離婚協議書 ♥

2009-10-30T17:12:00.001+08:00

嫁給這個男人五年了，我不知道我是否還愛他，記得剛新婚

的時候，早晨時必定會在他懷抱中醒來，我總是紅著臉不敢說一聲早，怕嘴裡的口氣弄皺了他的眉，

漱口杯與牙刷堅持要和他用同款不同色，擺在一起看才有夫妻的感覺。

我會幫他打點上班的衣物，什麼襯衫配什麼領帶，經過我的審美才准他穿上身。

起了床到餐桌上，為了他的健康，我每天變換不同花樣的早餐，晴朗的天可能是培根蛋加上烤土司，有些下雨的話，或許來點小米粥搭醬瓜鹹蛋，要是陰天，不如就吃些外頭的燒餅油條和豆漿，招式用到我變不出新把戲，可是我樂此不疲。

除了當一個賢慧的妻子，我亦毫不掩飾對他的熱情，「我愛你」是每天恭送他出門上班一定說的話，然後附加一個親密的吻，即使他大多時候只是淺淺一笑，也足夠我高興個老半天。

但是，五年過去了。

我相信還不到癢的時候，可是到底是什麼改變了我和他的互動呢？

早晨起床，他的位置往往已空蕩，只能由皺褶的床單證實他確實存在過，即使他偶爾睡過了頭或者小賴一下床，也絕對是急急忙忙由床上跳起來，匆忙的梳洗著衣。

我已經快忘了被他擁抱迎接朝陽的感覺，盥洗室裡的漱口杯，在幾年前被打破後，再也找不到一模一樣的，而另一個也因為掉到馬桶裡，所以也換了新的。

五年內，牙刷已換了不知幾支，甚至有時我們睡迷糊了，還會用上同一支，什麼口氣的問題都不需要掩飾了，是否一樣顏色，一樣款式，他說這些根本不重要。

因此，洗手台上Hello Kitty和小叮噹圖樣，漱口杯左右對峙，小叮噹的杯裡插著一支綠色牙刷，是我的，Hello Kitty則是空的，因為他前一陣子已改用電動牙刷，擺在架子上。

分屬兩個不同故事的漱口杯，以及位於兩個不同位置的牙刷，彷彿在嘲諷我們的夫妻關係，漸行漸遠。

因為他出門的時間早，打點他的衣著已經不再是我的事，他自己會搞定。

早餐呢？很久沒有一起吃了，我同樣不必費盡心思去想菜單、查食譜，反正沒人賞光，更不用說「我愛你」這句話，還有熱情的早安吻，他無福消受，而且現在說起來也有些矯情了。

仔細想想，五年來，他沒有說過一次「我愛你」，一次也沒有。

我和他相聚的時間，嚴格上來說是從晚上七點開始，也就是他下班回來之後，如果他加班的話，那時間可能要延到十點、十一點。

剛結婚的時候，我為了他去學烹飪，「要抓住男人的心，先抓住他的胃」，我深信這個鐵律。

所以，一些餐館名菜常出現在我們餐桌上，宮保雞丁、五更腸旺、蔥油雞、東坡肉……等。

見他吃得高興，我也開懷，雖然不全是我愛吃的，但是他愛吃就好。

飯後，我們會依偎在沙發上看電視，我陪他看新聞，聽他評論國政、批判社情，

他陪我看八點檔，聽我調侃劇情、大哭大笑。

所以我知道行政院長、立法院長是什麼人，他也知道當紅的李世民是誰演的。

我沒有料到的是，五年的時間可以改變這一切，烹飪班我可以說是半途而廢，不知道從哪天起，

他開始干涉我做菜的方法，宮保雞丁他不喜歡太多辣椒，五更腸旺他開始抵制，蔥油雞叫我別淋油，連滷東坡肉要放多少醬油，他都有話說。

我做的菜漸漸變得簡單，烹飪班也不想去了，有時候一盤炒青菜、貢丸湯和皮蛋豆腐就打發掉他，他反而沒什麼意見。

我想，我抓不住他的胃。

隨著他加班次數的增加，我們甚少在一起看電視了，除了現任總統是陳水扁，我對於國家大事可說一無所知，而他，問都不用問台灣霹靂火的男主角是誰他絕對不可能知道。

夫妻之間開始言不及義，他對我說的話，大多都是「不用等我」、「早點睡」，我跟他說的話，也幾乎是「你回來了」、「菜在電鍋熱著」。

我們沒有相同的話題，沒有相同的興趣，除了「夫妻」名義上的聯繫，我們的交流空泛的可憐，比普通朋友還不如。

多可笑的夫妻關係，不是嗎？

婚前，我們曾描繪著未來的願景，他說要生兩個孩子，先男後女，哥哥可以保護妹妹，我卻認為應該先享受一段兩人生活，生孩子的時情倒不急於一時，只是我不想壞了他的興致，並沒有說出口。

婚後一陣子，他很積極的和我「創造宇宙繼起之生命」，他想要孩子，從他不戴保險套的行為可以看得出來，可是我還不想要，又怕他不高興，於是我背著他吃避孕藥。

記得那時，他還興沖沖的帶我到醫院探視一名女性朋友，她剛生完一個四千兩百公克的巨嬰，神色萎糜的躺在病床上。

我忘不了他隔著一塊玻璃看新生娃娃時，眼中綻放的神采，可是我更忘不了，那位女性朋友用著虛弱的語氣告訴我，

她整整痛了一天一夜，才求醫生由自然產改為剖腹產，我更不敢生小孩了。

五年後的今天，他似乎已經放棄生小孩這回事，畢竟只有他一頭熱是沒用的。

可是，待在他上班之後空洞的房子裡，我突然覺得生個孩子也不錯，至少屋子裡會熱鬧點，我的寂寞，也會少一點。

他早就在數年前就開始用保險套了，我不清楚是什麼讓他改變心意，不過這也鬆了我一口氣，我對避孕藥似乎過敏，不論換什麼牌子最後都落得一個水腫的下場。

我猜他六百多度的近視加閃光，應該看不出我水腫前和水腫後有什不一樣，重點是他的保險套解決了我一個大麻煩，同時又帶來另一個新煩惱。

我現在想要一個孩子了，他卻似乎不想，我不知怎麼跟他開口，更別提他頻繁的加班，晚上常累得倒頭就睡，如果我再開這個口，似乎變相增加他的壓力。

兩個人之間，已經夠低潮了，不需要再增加一個會引起衝突的話題。

在我們戀愛的時候，他很喜歡帶我到淡水，坐在河堤旁看落日，沿著碼頭走一遭，可以吃到不同口味的各式小吃，淡水的海產頗富盛名，他似乎是識途老馬，總知道哪家是最道地的。

有時候，他帶著我坐渡輪到對岸的八里，那裡熱鬧的只有一條路，賣的全是孔雀蛤，兩個人可以吃掉一大盤，還覺得意猶未盡。

他也會和我騎雙人腳踏車沿著淡水老街騎到淡海，再由淡海騎回來，沿路的風景不算十分迷人，但有種質樸的味道，兼之海風鹹鹹的打在臉上，我很享受這種氣氛。

當然，坐在腳踏車後座的我三天打漁兩天曬網，心情好的時候才踩兩下，他明知我偷懶，還是賣力的踩，我很懷念，真的即使過了五年，那段回憶仍然歷歷在目。

婚後到淡水的次數，除了新婚那一陣子，幾乎屈指可數，近兩、三年更是一次都沒去過。

每到假日，他不到中午不會起床，我見他這麼疲倦，當然也不會煩他帶我到處走走。

假日照理說，我和他應該可以有些交集可是他累，我只能自己找事做，和在上班工作的朋友出門逛逛街，聊聊是非，也順便埋怨一下他。

至於在家睡覺的他，午、晚飯，自己解決吧！

他不知道，在前幾個月，我耐不住無聊，自個兒坐捷運到了淡水。

果然，太久沒有去了，那裡已經變成一個我完全不認識的地方，

河堤旁的小吃攤不見了，全部集中在捷運站附近，過去我和他看夕陽的地方整修成一條長堤，僅供散步，路面變得乾淨整潔固然是好，但是收藏著我和他美好記憶的地方，消失了。

沒有他的帶路，我找不到道地的海產店，找不到好吃的小吃，自己一個人也騎不了雙人單車，但我驚訝的發現，淡水多了一個漁人碼頭，可以坐公車過去。

漁人碼頭，他的腳步沒有踏上過，我先了他一步，這是沒有他，只有我的經驗。

到了漁人碼頭邊，風景美復美矣，卻有種人工雕砌的做作，我以為花了幾百元搭乘藍色公路可以到對岸八里，就像渡輪一般，但那失了古風的遊艇卻繞了一大圈後又開回原點。

除了顛簸的船身搖得我頭暈目眩，我記不起來什麼美麗的風景，連孔雀蛤也沒撈到一粒，淡水變了，我和他的回憶，也變了。

某個早上，我特地比他早起，煮了頓睽違已久的豐盛早餐給他。

然後，沒有第三者，沒有爭吵．我遞出了離婚協議書。

那是我第一次看到他那麼震驚的表情，如果那天是愚人節，我想我成功了。

可是，我不會開那般惡劣的玩笑，他知道我是認真的，他沒有像一般男人一樣，暴跳如雷，開始數落女方的罪狀，也沒有哭哭啼啼，跪下哀求我留下，他只是極力冷靜自己的心緒，默不吭聲的接下協議書，開門，上班，一如往常。

他或許也察覺我們的夫妻關係到了一個瓶頸，也打算仔細考慮離婚的可行性，他近幾年的疏離，我沒有流下一滴眼淚，可是他這天的冷漠，幾乎傾盡我五年的淚水。

我有些後悔，這後悔逐漸蔓延，以心臟為一個起點，通傳至我的頭頂及腳趾。

但後悔又如何呢？

不快刀斬亂麻，也只是拖著一個平淡如水的日子，兩個人乾耗。

我不知道自己對他的愛剩多少，更不清楚他對我的愛剩多少。

嫁給他之前，我就知道他沈默寡言，嫁給他之後，自以為能改變他的我，並沒有改變他多少。

我的愛，還不足以改變他，他的愛，亦不足以為我改變，這大概是關鍵所在。

柴米油鹽醬醋茶會摧毀愛情的甜蜜，我嚐到了，但這卻是用五年換來的教訓。

趁現在，沒有孩子，沒有牽絆，我也不貪圖他什麼，該是離婚最好的時機吧！

抖著手在離婚協議書上簽下名的我，交給他之後他出去幾個小時了，我仍然在發抖，

這是一種未知的惶恐，我等他給我一個結果。

他冷淡了我五年後，又凌遲了我七天。

從離婚協議書交到他手上之後，整整一個星期，他不與我說一句話，也睡了七天的沙發，每天仍然照常上下班，除了更加冷淡，我感覺不到他的喜怒哀樂。

那張協議書，就算扔到垃圾筒裡，還會有觸動垃圾袋的聲音，可是他，一點聲音也沒有，我懷疑他根本不當一回事，一段時間不理會我，只是在看我會不會自己忘了離婚這回事。

我受不了了，他到底要怎麼做呢？

連離婚，也要離得這麼漠然嗎？

然而，七天之後的他，結結實實嚇了我一跳，一早，我聽到他在客廳起床的聲音，隔著門板聽不真切，我卻一直等不到他出去上班的關門聲。

一陣乒乒乓乓的金屬撞擊，取代了他一向安安靜靜的作息，我終於按捺不住起身察看，卻在開門後，聞到了一陣食物的香氣。

「起床了嗎？吃點蛋捲。」他笑著，如新婚時我吻他之後那般淺笑。

我心裡狠狠跳了一下，原以為古井不波的情緒，因他久違的體貼，而起了絲絲漣漪。

他還是那麼輕易的，可以撩動我的心，我不清楚他怎麼可以混到九點、十點還不去上班，他接收到我的疑惑，也只是淡然一笑，身上簡單的服裝一點兒上班的氣息都沒有。

可能他，也有工作疲乏吧！

也可能他要宣判了，關於那張離婚協議書，看他神色自若的樣子，我默默吃著早餐，幻想著等一下他會說的話。

他會不會乾脆的就離婚了呢？還是在我面前撕了協議書呢？

不可否認的，我的心，傾向後者。

「我升上經理了。」

他的第一句話，出乎我意料，下一句話，卻馬上進入重點，轟得我措手不及，

「工作上的事告一段落，現在要好好處理家裡的事。」

工作是排在家庭之前嗎？我苦笑。

「工作安頓好，我才能給妳安定的家。」

他像在解釋我的疑惑。

「所以，告訴我為什麼要離婚呢？」

他終於問了，臉色變得嚴肅。

他從來沒有用過這種質疑的口氣與我說話，望著他難得的厲色，我竟一句話也說不出來。

「妳覺得我冷淡妳了嗎？」

轉眼，他的態度忽而又變得自嘲，弄得我丈二金剛，「我就知道妳一個人在家老是胡思亂想。」

我和他長談了一整天，數個小時的談話，有五分之四的時間我是在哭的，因為我覺得自己犯了一個滔天大錯，可是有些事，沒有那張離婚協議書，我永遠不會知道。

他說，五年來，他確實每天都是抱著我醒來，只是後來他工作忙，起床時間變早，而我仍沈睡著，不知道罷了，有時他還會親親我的臉，看著我貪懶的睡顏，他不忍心叫醒我。

而擺在盥洗室的漱口杯，他根本搞不清楚小叮噹是他的或Hello Kitty才是他的，他以為粉紅色是女孩子的頻色，所以他一直用著小叮噹的嗽口杯。

原來，我們一直在無形間，做著親密的唇齒交流，可憐了Hello Kitty，擺在那兒沒人用，成了個裝飾品。

早餐，他吃的都是7-11，他承認很想念我做的早餐，可是他不好意思要我每天做給他，他知道我會擠盡腦汁變花樣，他捨不得看我太累。

「我娶妳，是希望妳享福，不是要妳來當女傭的。」

從他這句話開始，我便止不住眼淚。

提到他的衣著，他更是笑我的傻，他看得出來我會為他添新衣服，按顏色花樣在櫃裡整整齊齊的分類擺放，而新婚時期我常幫他搭配，久了他也知道我的喜好，什麼領帶配什麼衣服，他是為我而穿。

至於熱情的早安吻，每天他早在我熟睡間給我了，我卻兀自鑽牛角尖，認為他不需要我的吻。

「你為什麼從不說你愛我呢？」我噙著淚水問他。

「我以為妳知道，否則我們為什麼結婚呢？」

他理所當然回答。

是啊！我知道，我一直都知道，不然我不會嫁給他的，可是既然知道，我又何必強求他說出來呢？

女人都是需要一些愛語滋潤的，我想這就是理由，看著我控訴的眼光，我想他也知道理由了。

「妳做的大菜，很好吃可是那些菜費工夫，也不全是妳喜歡的，所以我寧可妳做些簡單的菜，最好是妳也喜歡吃。」

他一句一句的解釋，又讓我掉了一缸淚水，「妳不喜歡吃辣，因此我要妳少放辣椒，妳不吃內臟，那我也不吃，妳怕胖，所以料理時我希望油加少一點，醬油鹽份高，吃多腎臟負擔大，為了妳我健康著想，調味即可，不必加太多。」

只要是我煮的，他都喜歡，想想每次準備食物給他，他沒有一次不是吃光的，到底為什麼我會覺得抓不住他的胃呢？

所以，我也抓住了他的心嗎？

另一件令我驚訝的事，他真的知道台灣霹靂火的男主角是誰，即使猜得不完全正確。

「是劉文聰嗎？還是那個李正賢呢？晚上在公司加班，同事都會開電視來看，所以我多少也知道一點。」他撫去我臉上淚痕，笑問：「妳也在看嗎？」

「嗯。」我又想哭了，我真是小覷了那個節目的收視率。

「當上經理之後會比較少加班，那我們就一起看。」

他說得輕鬆，我卻鼻頭一陣酸楚。

我在意的，其實不是看什麼節目，管他行政院長、立法院長是誰，沒有他在身邊，看什麼都索然無味。

我發現，只要願意，兩個人什麼事都可以談，連我跟他解釋台灣霹靂火的劇情，一路聊到整容話題，他也聽得津津有味。

是我，是我封閉了自己，以為他不願意聽我說話、不願意對我說話。

他心疼我一個人在家裡，聊公司裡的事怕悶壞我，又見我一副不想搭理他的樣子，他每天只能摸摸一鼻子的灰。

無論他跟我說什麼，我都是愛聽的，可是我現在才讓他知道，夫妻兩浪費了幾年的時間在這種誤解之間打轉，他活該，我也活該。

「我很少看新聞，都不知道國家最近發生了什麼事。」

我這句話出口得有些抱怨。

「好，我以後每天當妳的新聞台。」他溫柔的笑了。

聊到生孩子的事，他先是一陣默然。

「我想生一個孩子。」這時候，我有勇氣說出口了。

「我以為妳不想，剛結婚那一陣子，妳不是一直吃避孕藥嗎？」難得聽到他有些怪罪的語氣。

進一步了解之後，我才發現，他一直知道我在吃藥，或許是我哪次把藥隨便擱在化粧台上，被他看到了，他徹底了解我不想要孩子。

而他也知道，我吃完藥隔天會有水腫的現象，身子骨纖細的我，一雙腳腫得跟象腿一樣，也只有我這種人的鴕鳥心態，才會認為他不會發現。

後來我養成習慣將藥好好放在抽屜中，他以為我不再吃，怕身子水腫難受，所以他戴起保險套，說來說去，還是為了我。

「妳又水腫了嗎？一直哭個不停，是想把身體裡的水逼出來嗎？」

他居然敢揶揄我，免不了得到我飽以老拳。

他還是想要孩子的，聽完我說想生孩子，他眼下興奮的光芒大大的告訴我這一點。

只不過，那抹光芒在閃爍之後隨即斂去，他又正襟危坐的問了我一個問題。

「妳真的想生嗎？」

「想啊！我一個人在家好無聊。」

「只是因為無聊嗎？如果一個人在家無聊，妳想出去學東西、去工作、和朋友去逛街，我不會阻撓妳。」

「你不是也想嗎？」我生氣了，縱然淚眼婆娑沒什麼說服力。

他開始說起那個四千兩百公克的巨嬰，原來那名女性朋友的經驗不僅嚇到我，也嚇到他了。

他不希望我生孩子還要受極大的痛苦，什麼剖腹產、自然產，他一點概念也沒有，只知道一定會很痛，他明白我怕痛，所以他捨棄了生孩子的想法。

「我不管，我要生。」明瞭了他的想法後，我更希望替他生一個孩子，身體裡流著我和他血液的孩子。

「那就生吧！」他悄悄的在我耳邊說了一句令我臉紅的話。

「你這麼有精力，不是上班很累嗎？」

我狐疑他話裡的真實性。

經他解釋，我才恍然大悟，就算工作累，他偶爾也有慾望，有時晚上摟著我，又看我睡得香甜，這種看得到吃不到的痛苦，他只能鬱鬱的悶在自己心裡，

面對他的心意，我，真的無言了。

在我像兩顆水蜜桃的雙眼略為消腫後，他催我換衣服，帶我出門。

已經好久沒和他一起出遊了，在兩人間的冷淡破冰後，坐在他身邊竟也給我當初戀愛的感覺。

我凝望著他專心駕駛的側臉，將他的動作姿態深深刻在心裡，因為我差點忘了，我和他之間還橫著一個問題，那張離婚協議書。

我要一輩子記住他的模樣，如果他最後仍是簽了名，可是，他應該不會簽吧！

否則，他何必和我討論生孩子的事。

「到了。」他停車，我也隨之下車。

海風迎面吹來，是淡水。

他也記得這個地方，這個我們記憶珍藏的地方。

「我一直想帶妳來，可是妳假日都和朋友出門，我只好蒙著棉被在家睡覺。」他如此說道。

這是個什麼烏龍呢？

我體諒他工作累，他體諒我和朋友出門，就這樣我們錯過了，一次又一次的相伴。

「你以後想幹什麼，可以直接說。」我惱火的盯著他。

「妳也是。」他正經八百的回視我，言下之意是要我別五十步笑百步。

說來也好笑，我們一直認為自己是在為對方著想，以自己的方式去體貼對方，這種自以為是卻導致了無數個陰錯陽差，一直到我開始懷疑自己不愛他，他也不愛我了，才驚覺這份愛並不是消逝，而是溶入了生活之中，自然的讓人忘了它的存在。

愛情的表現，可以是黏膩、親熱、奉獻、祝福，甚至是退讓，每個人的方式不同，會導致的結果各異。

我的方式是盲目的付出，他的方式是全然的關懷，乍看之下兩個人都沒錯，可是無論什麼方式，中間少了一種叫「溝通」的元素，就容易導致裂痕。

我們的婚姻，就是建築在這種缺乏溝通的空中樓閣之上，嫁給這個男人五年了，我以為我漸漸的不愛他，但只是一番簡單的剖白心意，我對他所有的愛再度復活，甚而轉濃。

女人會因男人長久的冷落而對愛情失望，也可以因男人一句話又對愛情充滿希望，

我不想和他離婚，一點兒也不想，當初硬著頭皮簽下名，或許只是賭氣，只是要他正眼看看我。

可是 ……

「那、那張離婚協議書……。」我要收回來。

「在公司裡。」他好整以暇，「公司的碎紙機裡。」

這個意思是… …？

「妳想離婚，等我成為亡夫時再說吧！」

我估量不出他說這句話，是不是在開玩笑，不過他又騙到我的淚水。

他真的很愛我，即使他沒有說過，我想如果我堅持離婚，他會放我走的，他捨不得見我難過，就像他見我掉淚又趕快摟住我一樣。

倘若，是他想離婚呢？

恕我自私，我是堅決不會放的，除非等我變成亡妻，同樣因為他捨不得見我難過，我自信可以留住他。

「淡水整個都變了，我都快不認識了。」

哄完了我，他連忙帶開話題。

「我來過，我知道有什麼景點。」

「那這次就要靠妳帶路囉！」

是啊！我們可以開創新的回憶，只要有我也有他，什麼時間地點都不成問題。

結婚五年，

我又發現了一次愛情。

完*

Genting 09/09/09-10/09/09

2009-10-13T23:22:00.000+08:00

09/09/09

去了云顶!=)
自从去年毕业旅行过后就没再去了
不过去的时候好像都不是很好运
下雨，电梯坏
感觉很衰的><
不过还好到了那里就没再衰了^^
check-in
把东西放进房间
拍照拍照XD
床真的很很很舒服!

然后准备好后又出去吃晚餐
McDonald.. lol..
吃完后就去到处走走
拍夜景

coffee bean

然后
回hotel
Zzzz... 睡觉~

10/09/09

7.30am
不舍得起床
太好睡了XD

可是还是要起身
去吃buffet
不过..也没有很多菜罢了..
然后又回hotel躺一下
才去check-out
再走一下
才启程回去

下山的途中去了半山的庙

Uncle Lim

那里有很多雕像
还有十八层地狱
恐怖><
看完后就下山了

表姐男朋友放我们在巴士站
结果... 衰运又来了
巴士票买完了!
只好买去Puduraya的票
到了Puduraya, 又不会走去lrt><
就乱走还有问人
终于走到lrt了
回到宿舍，我们只用了10分钟
把全部东西弄好又出去搭车
以最快的速度走出去
因为我阿姨已经在Kelana Jaya等我们了
所以只好一直冲
到了巴生才累到倒下去
吃了晚餐，冲凉，就睡觉了
累到~~~
脚也是酸到要死><
不过蛮爽的XD

Semester 2 Started

2009-10-07T07:10:00.000+08:00

semester 2 started at yesterday

used to bring my bag go out without pencil box and file
suddenly start study again
tak biasa with it
i forgot to bring my pencil box went to college somemore.. lol..
1st week of study,
thought will relax a bit and earlier finish teaching
how know..
that lecturer teach until ngam ngam 2 hours only finished the class
swt~!
why can't let us relax..
*cry*

not only yesterday, today also same
why all lecturer so hardworking T-T
and those subjects seem like so hard ><

hope can handle it..

watched Tsunami at KLCC

nice and touching~

♥ 中秋节快乐 ♥

2009-10-04T14:45:00.000+08:00

八月十五

月圆人团圆

希望全天下的人都能和家人团圆在一起XD

~~~

刚才跟我姐姐去了她老板家庆中秋

哇~她老板虽然有点年纪了

可是还是很帅哦o.O

而且很难得看到四十多岁的叔叔没有肚腩的

还很fit XD

两个儿子也很帅

比我上次看到的时候更帅了

女朋友又超美

真好~

~~~

话说回来~

明天就要回去KL了

不过感觉这两个星期超慢过的-.-ll

在家又超闷的

终于开课咯~~

希望科目不要太难咯>_<

~~~

星期一的时候去剪了刘海

剪到太短了T_T

希望快点长啊~

好丑T^T

♥ My Photo Story ♥

2009-10-03T13:08:00.000+08:00

my photo story=)

♥Klang Parade♥

2009-09-23T03:16:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to Klang Parade..

because.. my er yi wants to buy dress wear for her son wedding dinner..

we went to a dress shop..

then my er yi tried some dress.. she felt uncomfortable because she never wear like that before~

me and my cousin saw many dress also very nice~

then we tried also XD

deng deng~ we tried this 1~

i will buy when my sister wedding next time XD

my er yi bought a purple dress and a high-heel shoe..
then we went to had our dinner and back home~

at night.. strong wind outside..

going to raining..

the sound of wind very scarry la><

"huhuhu" sound very clear..

kongbu>"<

♥Temerloh♥

2009-09-21T14:14:00.000+08:00

今天是Hari Raya~
和家人和亲戚去了Temerloh~

一大早就去了..
车程大概2个小时多..

在车上当然是Zzzz..(睡XD)

到了那里，我马来阿姨的家~

吃&聊天

不过多数是他们大人在聊~

我们小孩子都很闷><

闷闷的背影(我XD)

要回之前，大家一起合照~

我跟表姐也用手机拍了一些~

圆圆的眼睛，圆圆的鼻子，圆圆的嘴巴，还有圆圆的脸，好可爱哦!

女的是我的表妹，男的是我表姐的儿子

然后就启程回家了~

在回去的路上，有经过黑风洞~就顺便在那里下车一下子~

不过没有上去><

也不算去到~

晚上一起去吃好料=D

然后去我表嫂的妹妹家唱K~

~The End~

我说

2009-09-20T15:30:00.000+08:00

一个男人追不到一个女人
过后就在背后重伤她
说她坏话
甚至想要找人玩弄她?

这种男人
没用，幼稚，不肯接受现实，吃不到葡萄说葡萄酸！
没真正见过世面，说的那些坏话都不logic的!
小人，奸诈！
我生平最讨厌这种人!!!
去死吧你~
what the hell~~~~~~~~~!!!
可不可以成熟点啊?
都几岁的人了=.=lll
还做这种无聊的事!!

♥Sunway Pyramid♥

2009-09-20T14:24:00.000+08:00

算是第三站吧:Sunway Pyramid
跟去年的同班同学~
4男4女~
感觉就好像我们没有分开过那样~
还在中五的生活XD

一到那里就去了溜冰~
好久都没有溜了..
不会了T^T
然后再慢慢习惯~

观仰的背和健业的手套lol

然后去Ichiban Ramen吃~
yummy!^O^

吃完后就去玩bowling..
不过我没有玩-.-

过后就回家了~
谢谢观仰载我们=)

i have enjoyed my day!=D

♥Home Sweet Home♥

2009-09-19T14:06:00.000+08:00

终于回家啦~=D
拿了一堆衣服和东西回去~
重到要死><
♥Home Sweet Home♥
Sayonara KL~
过多两个星期我就会回来了XP

♥ Time Square&Sungai Wang ♥

2009-09-18T04:14:00.000+08:00

第二站:Time Square&Sungai Wang
目的:shopping

逛街了一整天~
因为经济又限><
所以没有买到很多衣服~
走走下，
累了，就坐下拍照XD
照片都upload在facebook了~

晚餐在Time Square的McDonald吃..

然后就回宿舍了~
~累~
原本今天打算还要去走的..
不过.. 没钱了T-T
所以这两天都在宿舍~
过后就要回Klang了~^O^
三个星期没有回去了.. 好想念我可爱的家=P

~Disappointed about something..~

♥ KLCC ♥

2009-09-16T17:10:00.000+08:00

第一天假期的开始~
tadaaaa~~第一站:KLCC!
第三次去那里，不过每次去那里都不是很好的心情的><
所以越来越不喜欢去那里了><
主要目的:看电影

 地方是很美~不过全部都是名牌店，不好逛(贵~~~)

SS-ing

边走边拍~
过后在Chocz Cafe坐下~
我们叫了:-
Vivian: coffee ais
Jessie & Kent: Cappuccino

超可爱的!!好厉害哦~能把cappuccino弄成这样~

我可爱的兔子cappuccino =D

Tea Time!=P

过后就去看电影~
吓到笑 Where Got Ghost
不错不错~好笑+吓人

看完戏后还不舍得回~
就乱走~
去到KLCC正门口~

Public Bank

KLCC正门，希望以后有机会在里面做工XD

我们的鞋

~The End~

考完试啦~~=D

2009-09-15T17:23:00.000+08:00

两个礼拜的考试~
5个科目~
终于完啦~
假期我来了!!=P
要尽情的玩个痛快~
希望钱够用咯><

1~English Language(还好)
2~Hubungan Etnik(从开课到考试，根本都不懂它在讲什么?当然是~乱写啦~XD)
3~Quantitative Studies(时间不够用，做到刚刚好，不过我知道我有些做错了T^T)
4~Microeconomics(还算满意)
5~Introduction To Accounting(题目可恶的难~猪..><)

考试期间~
当然不是二十四个小时都在读书啦~
我没那么勤劳xP
迷上了在pps看连续剧和电影~
看了~~

1~绝代商交
2~败犬女王(还剩3集）
3~大喜事
4~家有喜事
5~Final Destination 4(去KLCC看的)
6~一些不知名的电影

还有迷上了facebook的小游戏~~tadaaaaaaa~~"BARN BUDDY"
虽然是很无聊的游戏XP 可是可以作弄别人~爽XP

现在很轻松自在^O^
不过总感觉怪怪的...
是我想太多了吗?

Tagged

2009-09-14T23:31:00.001+08:00

被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷。
(1) 请老实的回答每一个问题。
(2) 不行擅自塗改題目。
(3) 写完请点10位小朋友，不可不点。
(4) 点完后请通知那10位小朋友他被点到了。

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01-[ 4号认识6号吗? ]:: -
02-[ 10号是男还是女? ]:: -
03-[ 8号的兴趣是? ]:: -
04-[ 1号有没有兄弟姐妹? ]:: -
05-[ 7号姓氏? ]:: -
06-[ 10号人缘好吗? ]:: -
07-[ 4号有人追吗? ]:: -
08-[ 承上2号呢? ]:: -
09-[ 6号喜欢的颜色是? ]:: -
10-[ 3号和10号是朋友吗? ]:: -
11-[ 8号的生日是? ]:: -
12-[ 5号读哪呢? ]:: -
13-[ 你怎么认识10号的? ]:: -
14-[ 你跟1号的生日差几个月? ]:: -
15-[ 你和9号有出去玩过吗? ]:: -
16-[ 你喜欢和2号聊天吗? ]:: -
17-[ 你喜欢和3号在一起吗? ]:: -
18-[ 你觉得7号人怎么样? ]:: -
19-[ 你觉得9号人怎么样? ]:: -
20-[ 你爱5号吗? ]::-

1. 是谁传給你这份问卷的:: star luii
2. 你们认识多久呢:: 1年多
3. 你觉得他(她)对你來说很重要吗:: 还好
4. 你与他(她)的关系是:: 网友
5. 你觉得他(她)的个性如何:: 很开朗活泼
6. 请问他(她)的兴趣是:: on9?

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問 : 當你在更衣室沖水门忽然被打开了你会
答 : 尖叫..

問 : 海中忽然大浪來襲后你发现比基尼小姐上身泳裝被沖掉了你会
答 : 可怜他...

問 : 去海边玩会使用咩交通工具
答 : 车..

問 : 你突然发现沒帶泳裝泳衣你会買吗
答 : 会啊....

問 : 会的。。
答 : 会什么？

問 : 回去时发现有其他遊客手机沒拿你会觉得是哪牌子的
答 : 不懂

問 : 海边对你來说是
答 : 很舒服的地方...

問 : 看到镜子会不由自主的向前吗
答 : 一定会...哈哈

問 : 经常用洗面乳吗
答 : 当然啦

問 : 说到自恋会想到谁
答 : 表姐XD

問 : 有人说该減肥了你会
答 : 不管他

問 : 自恋適合你吗
答 : 不知道.....

Midnight Cat

2009-08-28T18:20:00.000+08:00

It's 3.12am now
i'm still at here
why? For listen song XD
beside that, i'm doing my BMS revision also
1st time so hardworking until do my revision until midnight huh?
actually not, because today i totally didn't do my revision at all
just keep continuous watch drama "You Are Hired"
pretty nice! =D
12.30am only start do my revision= =
till now! duhh~
going to sleep soon! nitez! xD

Saturday-Sunday-Monday

2009-08-24T23:20:00.000+08:00

Saturday - Cocurriculum Day
every sport also got competition on that day~
me is~Dance
didn't expect too much..
others group too geng jor>"<
start from 10am until 2pm~
wake up in the morning 6am~ aa.. scare la wei..
prepared everything.. almost 8am already.. then walked to canteen 2 meet up with my groupmate~
deng deng deng ~ all of my groupmate~ DESOUL

Canteen 2 Foyer- all dancer are preparing

Volley Ball Competition (too far o.O)

10am start competition~
3 types of dance.. between just 2 mins to change clothes=.= ..
when is my group turn.. i nervous until forgot many steps T_T
whatever~ all is finished now~ hoho~ no need to go for dance anymore~ yeeeaaahhhh XD
then 4pm something back to Klang~
I was tired like hell >< but night still went to 5a5 small gathering XD yamcha at Eng Ann~

Sunday - Celebrate my cousin's birthday
My cousin birthday is on this wednesday~
so her mum was treat we all eat at Port Village~
nice nice ^0^

The view from the Port Village

Monday - KLCC
Ourself celebrate for my cousin~
Me, my cousin and Kent went to KLCC at night~
have our dinner at Burger King~
after that walking around~

KLCC night view

SS-ing

SS-ing

SS-ing

our kebiasaan!

go everywhere also must take photo XD

hahaz

exam coming soon~

gambateh!!

wish all of my friends and myself GOOD LUCK! all da best~~

Belated Post =P

2009-08-11T15:26:00.000+08:00

nowadays kinda busy~>"<
got no time to update my blog..
finally now got free time and come to update~

we have complete our dance today~
teacher said that not bad~=P happy~
HipHop, Latin and Indian dance~ HipHop and Indian dance.. my position also at the infront~
very nervous and forgot all steps last week~
but today, i didn't so nervous as last week already.. hoho~
try to be confident yeah~=D

Let's talk about last friday~
i was not feeling well on that day..
so i was look like very ''pucat'' la..
but that day we have took our class photo~
i'm like orang asing go to this class=P because different shirt with them.. and YaoYao is teacher=P

After that i back to hostel and sleep~~
night we went to eat steamboat because is Pink's birthday~
still headache .. ><" but after eat tomyam steamboat~ whoaaa.. terus spirit lea XD then camwhore around~

before back~

Vivian, Kent, Jessie

Vivian & Jessie

Wei Shen

Pink, Evonne and Gary

Pink & her friends

Yong Jian, Pink, Wei Shen and Freedom

Wei Shen is very "shy"!=P

what are they 2 doing? o.O

chit chat-ing

Pink and Vivian

me and Pink.. my hair like cacat 1=.=ll

Birthday cake~nice!

Pink & Evonne

bully kes!! must report to police XP

like wedding's dinner XD haha

he so "hang fok" a~

sweet couple ever^^

Brian's room

like marry XD
hahaha~
after that we went to Kent's room watch ghost movie~
5 people stick together~ hahas.. quite fun XP
have a very nice day~=)

I getting dark and dark la..
T^T
I wants to fair back~!!! huhu~

-what's wrong had i done? sei~make trouble for others and make trouble for myself-

YamCha =)

2009-08-02T14:46:00.000+08:00

Just now yamcha with my lovely classmate=)
kinda long time didn't meet them already~ miss them so much~
some of them still study at the same college..
some of them still study at the same school..
but im not=( *sob sob*
become a outsider (cry-ing)
didn't have the same topic to talk together.. huhu~

we all are growing up~
start to worry a lot of things..
stress-pressure.. (sigh) I don't like that~
as someone said~
"Don't worry, be happy! =)"

College's friends and School's friends..
really have some different~
so miss my secondary school's life ..T-T

Shopping Day =D

2009-08-01T08:21:00.000+08:00

It's shopping day!=D
wednesday didn't have class.. so me, Vivian and HooiTeng were went to Time Square & Sungai Wang shopping! hoho~
long time didn't shopping already~shuang! xP
and we had went to Fandy's shop at Time Square which sell another country's shirt..
we go in and try those shirt and took photos XP
those shirt are very expensive la~
after that we go out again~ very paiseh XD don't dare to go that shop anymore XD

CheongSam look xP i'm orang Cina!

Kimono

1st type of Kimono

Another type of Kimono

we went out at 10am and came back at almost 7pm~
super tired~>"< leg also pain like hell~ after that HooiTeng back home.. me and Vivian went to meet Kent them at TBR.. have dinner together.. then back hostel~ super tired!! but enjoyed~=)

*~45 days~*
*~everything start with P.M.,will it end up with P.M.?~*
*~I don't want!!~*

Waiting

2009-07-26T03:45:00.000+08:00

我在等待我的幸福~

幸福啊幸福~你怎么还不来? xD

哈哈哈哈哈~！

看到人家拍拖，真是羡慕~

而且如果是那种还没有公开的，被我们撞到，

就觉得好好笑哦XD 好像被抓包那样~哈哈哈o(∩_∩)o..

然后就议论纷纷~~(八卦和绯闻传到乱~)

想到我妈妈和阿姨他们就好笑XD

想太多~胡乱猜测~而且猜到太夸张了>"<

笑死我~=P

我，我哥哥和表姐都无言~不知道要怎样应他们~

哈哈哈哈哈~

好笑的家庭XP

good mood?

2009-07-25T01:38:00.000+08:00

today have a very good mood~
for no reason=.="" (sampat)
so wear contact lens went to college XD
after finished class.. mood still baik eh.. feel like don't want to stay at my room..
so went to finds Kent and help him create blog~
but i like keep on msn-ing and abaikan him.. paiseh >"<

i had chat with a friend who is already long time never contact~
if not he finds me chat.. i think i saw him online also won't finds him~
because of some reason.. lost contact~
he finds me and start our conversation~so start to chat back~
still same as usual~ sampat 2 people xD
we had chat a lot of things =) end up with good luck to each other~ =)

night went to Wangsa Maju had our dinner~
*camwhore* at there XD

Vivian

Jessie

i'm concentrate on eating XD

Kent

Vivian & Jessie

lessbian! xD

on the way back hostel~we met Ah Fai and his friend at LRT there.. talk few sentences..
then only back hostel~

at hostel~ Kent had done something make me "bo song".. >"<
i don't likes people do that to me.. i think is because i got nightmare for that..
i become quite suddenly~ my cousin and Kent shocked..
sorry..
nothing now xP

kinda many people putus cinta nowadays~ahh~ cheer up friendsss~
i don't likes to see you guys moody la >"<
look kesian>"<
chill chill chill~~~

Any Idea?

2009-07-23T15:33:00.000+08:00

how only won't feel paiseh at infront of the person you admires?
how only will have a lot of topic to talk with a person?
how only can sms with the person you admires without let him feel annoying?

he paiseh, i also paiseh
together go out become~silent

any idea~?? >"<

English Role-Play

2009-07-21T06:38:00.000+08:00

today we have our english role-play~
i knew i not good in acting and speaking..
so~ didn't expect to get higher mark~

watch other group present..
haha! funny XD
the most funny group is class rep's group~
what a funny dialog and expression ~ XD
very good! now watch back that video also will laugh ~
hahahaz..

hope next time i will improve la~
jiayou~xP

Help! >"<

2009-07-20T06:07:00.000+08:00

whole brain like blur blur and blur~
FAINT!
can't focus on anything.. study shopping eat..
arhh... help T^T suffer-ing...
and feel like wants to vomit.. gosh!
something wrong to my body?? huhu~
headache-vomiting-bluring-stressing-suffering! deng!

my schedule~
Week 9- IA coursework, English Role-Play
Week 10- ME coursework 2, BM & S coursework 2 , English grammer test
Week 11- pass up ME group assignment
FAINT!!!!!! full of exam and assignment~stress huh~ T_T

~trying my best to getting close and close with him =P~ weah~

1st Time Presentation

2009-07-15T13:13:00.000+08:00

1 word~ nervous!
woke up early in the morning~
memorize.. but when really presentation.. all forget! deng! =.=||

but finally all finished~ phew~ relax XD
then went to dance~
recorded a video XD quite nice~kakaz..

nothing special day~ dah~ tadazzz!

Orientation Oddessy Night

2009-07-14T09:16:00.000+08:00

less jor 2 people~ Gary and Ah Fai~ because they 2 busy "make up" XD

Tiring Day~

2009-07-10T14:53:00.000+08:00

still is whole day class~
I hate thursday la!
most many class on thursday~

after all class me and HooiTeng went to canteen 2 for Sport Carnival~
we had joined bowling^^
the papan notis wrote that "4.30pm sharp" must be there~
how know we 5.30pm only start to go to Ampang Point >"<
while waiting in the bus.. deng! "pek cek".. i feel like don't want to go already..
because i wants to go to pasar malam later~

5.30pm go there..
around 6pm reached Ampang Point~
start play bowling~
actually me and HooiTeng not so geng in playing bowling..
we just join for fun XD because it is FOC~Free Of Charge XD

after all finish~we waiting bus coming to fetch us back to college..
i "pek cek" again~ but still got talking with SWC's people at there..
in the bus.. talking nonsence~ even through we dunno each other's name~but we still can joking around XD hahas.. fun!

8.30pm reached hostel outside~ my cousin and ah Fai already waiting there.. paiseh>"<
because i have promised them to go to pasar malam on 7.30pm~but i have been late.. sorry er^^
then took teksi went to pasar malam~ eat and look around~
i likes to go to the pasar malam at there! nice=D

when we want to back..
we waiting teksi at there.. wait for half and hour only have teksi=.=||
reached hostel already 11.11pm~ whoaaa.. i went out from hostel since 8am until 11pm!
tired sei~~

GoodNitez Everyone~=)

原点

2009-07-07T02:50:00.000+08:00

突然很感慨
感觉一切又回到了原点
刚开始 3个人
过后变成2个人
新成员变3个人
再来一群
现在回到原点
一切从0开始
还是我们两个人
无力无奈

两天以内发生了很多事
4大打击
哭笑无奈感动对不起谢谢失望心酸
感觉是真实的

谢谢关心我的人
也要对不起被我连累的人
从来没想过会是这样过
第一次感动到想哭哈~

原谅过了
可是有些事已经回不去了吧?
对不起我办不到

一个多月里
许多的转变哭~
我不舍得真的
连争取的机会也被抹杀了
我知道现在是等于0%了
心情跌倒谷底
我不要~T-T

没有办法
我还是我 =)
yeah~! (笑)

TalenTime Night

2009-07-06T23:25:00.000+08:00

Unforgetable Memory

2009-07-03T14:59:00.000+08:00

all of us=D I'm the only girl~=.="

whole day plan~
morning from 8am until 4.30pm class~
then went to swimming~
after swimming back to hostel a while~
went out again~
went to pasar malam at Sri Rampai with Ah Soon and Ah Fai~
wait jor 2 weeks finally got chance to go already XD hoho~

at pasar malam.. have our dinner.. walking around~
I look at Ah Fai bought orange and apple(=_=||) .. I laugh him just like an aunty XD really "GOOD BOY" hahahass..
then back to hostel~

today is Kent's birthday and tomorrow is YongJian's birthday..
so they guys want to give them a suprise~
I go to Ah Soon's room and waiting them prepare..
Kent came back from Wangsa Maju~I asked him to come to CS's room..
we act like nothing and talk with him~
then suddenly some of them start to blame Kent.. Kent was like (?_?) blur~
I don't know act~so just keep quite and look at them xD

then all of them came in with birthday cake and sing birthday song to Kent and YongJian~
both of them also suprised =D
make a wish and blow cake~
playing around~ then they start to scare Kent already (about alubaaaa~XD)
all laughing just Kent scaring XD

some of them go out to prepare water and egg~
some of them inside the room to guard Kent and YongJian because don't want to let them run away~
after everything is ready~ they lead Kent and YongJian go down~
tipu them to snap photo.. then "piak"~a cake terus fly to Kent's face~
following by egg white and water~ Kent start to run and CS chasing him by egg white~
wah~1st time saw CS and Kent run so fast o.O
all of them start to take barrels with water to pour Kent~
I just stand at there but can't join~sob*because i'm a girl T^T
but look at they all play quite fun also~hahas..
after water~ aluba time~=.=||
19 years old = 19 times
but seem like more then 19 times eh?
they said that no father's day anymore~lolz~hahahha~
and Kent said that he don't want to birthday already! haha!
laughing from the beginning until the end~ stomachache xD
then water again~ water everywhere until inside I-block~
suddenly Desmond shout "guard coming!!"
sei 4! all of us terus back to room~ I got no place to hide! deng!
because girl can't go to guy's hostel actually~ really scare the guard will so ngam come knock that room=_="
phew~luckily nothing~ then back to CS's room~ view back the video that recorded~funny XD
unforgetable memory~!
will be a unforgetable birthday for Kent .. hahas XD

beside that~paiseh oohh.. always bring troubles for you guys.. because I'm a girl=.=" different~lolzz~~

photo time~

Birthday's Guys~Kent & YongJian

Desmond~Kent~CS~YongJian

Kent & CS

That is my Student ID Card!!

they guys are ready-ing at side and up there~

pity face XD

http://cs-life-moment.blogspot.com/
more details can refer CS's blog~ video will upload soon!

I ♥ them a lot ^^

2009-07-01T14:00:00.000+08:00

2 assignment are gonna make me crazy!!
need to pass up on next week~ gosh >"<

just now go to guy's hostel..
pada asalnya just want to go there listen song nie..
how know CS's dad bought durian.. then he call all of his friends go his room eat durian..
included me xD some of his friends i knew but some of them i dunno..
Kent eat few durian then go out jor = = left me there.. inadeh? whatever~
I still stay at there and onlineee~~~
because i'm the only girl among them.. so they treat me quite.. GOOD lar~
especially Gary? huh?? that emo guy =.="""
when i just know him~ honestly, i don't likes him at all~
after that when we meet at college or where else.. he looks at me but didn't smile =.=||
so i also didn't layan him lar~ then last friday he 1st time talk to me~ few words only~_~
but just now he treat me very good huh??? shocked~ i was (-_-|||) weird weird weird~
whatever~ don't layan it~
sambil eat durian and rambutan~
listen they all guys crap~ funny la wei XD
likes to join with them because they always say something that are funny~hahazz..

then go canteen a while..
back to my room..
Kent and CS follow me go back.. lol..
come in my room~chit chat with my cousin~
before back,when they at the door there.. Kent shout quite loud=.= omggg...
i think all block people also heard already.. malu dou~~
I can't tahan and laugh non-stop! hahahahahha~

I love my college life~ fuyohhhh~
beside study, I love my friends at here~
especially Kent and CS~ when together with them can laugh non-stop~ hahahahha!
and i likes to a group people chit chat together~that feeling is GOOD=)

~I met him, but.. he seem like so cold to me (sob*)~

H1N1

2009-06-26T14:40:00.000+08:00

die die dieeeee..

there is a message..
"Please note that there are 3 students that's 2 from SBS and 1 from SSSH comfirmed got H1N1 in TARC. For safety precautions, please wear mask to school. Thanks!"

halleluya~!! SBS got 2 students kena! my school lea T^T
Wangsa Maju already have 2 school are closed ..
scare for it~ maybe my college will be close for 2 weeks??

today at the 1st i wants to go to pasar malam at Sri Rampai.. because never go there before..
but when i at I-Block down there.. i meet CS and he told me that SBS already got 1 ppl kena..
then we all discuss whether still wanna go pasar malam or not..
me~50% want 50% don't want
Kent~don't want
CS~don't want
Freedom~whatever
Fai~want
so finally is cancelled and we just go to TBR eat~
I have met him finally ^^xD yeeaaaahhh~ I think i sotdao him already~=.="

by the way.. about H1N1..
we all also very scare about it..
and i saw many people are sick,such as cough and sneeze..
included me=.="
i was sore throat after ate TOMYAM NASI GORENG!
ahh~super painful..
the next day terus buy Strepsils and eat whole package then recover already..
just now CS brought Strepsils.. I took it from CS.. addicted for Strepsils jor XD

SICKNESS GO AWAY GO AWAY!!!

A Nice Talk With Him=)

2009-06-21T15:52:00.000+08:00

Being invited by my boss's 2nd son~LiewJunHien to go to watch a movie..
because of I long time didn't watch movie jor..
so when he asked want to go watch movie or bowling.. I terus said that I want movie! xD
planned~6 people go to sunway watch movie at 9.40pm..

I'm waiting him since 8pm something.. beside doing my homework..
time pass and pass~ time is gonna reach 9.40pm.. he haven come.. =.="
sms him and ask him.. he said that he have a last minutes dinner.. haven finish eat=.="
He reach Klang Utama at 10.45pm.. lolz~
call me and ask me whether i still wanna go or not?
so late already.. and I can't too late back home..
but i feel like wanna go eh.. 2 months didn't meet him already.. so I say we go yamcha la..
at the mamak stall that near my house.. meet him..
and he told me the reason and say sorry..
all of his friends don't want to go already because too late.. so just we 2 at mamak stall..
talk a lot^^ majority talk about college~
even through he memang childish when i still working at woonsteel..
but yesterday talk with him.. feel he is matural in thinking wer~
he was like a senior like that telling me what should i do..
I looking at him all the way.. em.. feel he was different jor~
maybe is i 1st time look at him so near.. i told him that he look like fat jor~xD hahahas..
and because his hair is longer now.. also look handsome already~
beside that.. his perfume is very very very wangi! hahaz~

we 2 talk until 1am~ 2 hours..
whoa.. 1st time without with my cousin go out until so late..
actually i used to back late already because I always at hostel's canteen do homework with my friends until very late..
at hostel really freedom wa xD
free then go swim~
free then go TBR eat~
free then go canteen do homework~
free then go anywhere that i want XD

after that he fetch me back home~
wui? if i didn't go out until so late i still don't know that the area of my house there have people meronda 1.. and is quite many people and somemore have dog~
then reach home and sleep~ super tired huh~ thanks him anyway~

I'm OK!

2009-06-20T14:25:00.000+08:00

I'm OK!
strong yeah~!! ^^"

Sony Ericsson W910i Gold White
I wants to buy this handphone~!
Even didn't have the best function
but I love it^^=P
waiting~waiting~to get it xP

Emo

2009-06-18T02:38:00.000+08:00

I know my mood is bad
so sorry to them who are being cold words by me
I really got no mood to talk and chat

I think I need to do something to make myself busy and don't think about those
so at 1st I want to join Rainbow Activity
but Kent say that can't join already
so we just go to eat at Taman Bunya Raya
with his friends-Soon and Fai
because of them, I laugh a lot, but I knew that I not really happy T^T
after that I ask Kent to do homework with me at canteen
but I want to learn something from Soon
so we 2 go to Soon's room
1st time go guy's hostel
just talk, online, and listen song at his room
and kenal a girl at there
quite fun actually

I need to thanksss Kent and Giap
because they care me a lot=) touching..
I know is dangerous for a girl to go to a guy's room
but I will take care myself
don't worry

nowadays really nothing can make me really feel happy >"<

Tired of seeing, sick of heartache, yeah~! I'm smiling but inside I'm dying

Dance is Fun xD

2009-06-17T14:10:00.000+08:00

I have join contemporary dance as my co-curricular programme~
that time is because of no choice only join this 1..
badminton-already full after 1 hour open for register=.=||
squash-didn't have suitable time..
i interest for table tennis and dance.. have to choose either 1..
that time i ask HooiTeng.. table tennis or dance?
because i dunno what dance is it.. so not really feel like wanna join..
but HooiTeng say dance, easier pass~ so we choose that~

1st day of coco~
i thought won't meet my friends there..
how know i saw SK, Miao, and CS..
then dance~ feel the step that they teach are kinda funny XD
but if really know to dance and good in twisting actually is very nice~
then teacher asked us to dance infront.. 5 people 1 group.. each group also need to dance 1 time..
teach set group member for us.. and the teacher suka bully guys..
because inside class just 3 guys and 37 girls.. so he put 3 guys in different group.. lol..
that time so ngam i sitting beside ChunSeng and talking with him.. so we are in the same group.. my group just he 1 guy and another all girls.. pity-.-||
i dance like cacat 1.. T^T

today is 2nd times of coco~
2nd types of dance.. not solo..
must find a partner.. 1 guy + 1 girl..
but my class just 3 guys.. can't all guy+girl..
very suey siao 1 lor.. me and HooiTeng so ngam stand at near guys there..
teacher bully guys again.. he pick 3 girls to dance with guys.. me and HooiTeng kena! =.=""
let us choose ourself.. want to dance with which guy..
no choice.. I say i want to dance with ChunSeng, because i just kenal him only .. lolz.. xP
then dance~ laughing XD dance rock and roll.. hold hand, step by step, turn around~
hard la wei~ >"<
before back they take attended..
i sit beside ChunSeng and ask him: ur ear ring is magnet 1 rite? I noticed so long time from just now..
he say no, is real 1.. lolzzz..
i say don't tipu la~ aiyo..
and talk a while.. funny.. hahass.. and then they choose class rep..
must is a guy.. they just simply choose.. so ngam is ChunSeng=.=" he suey XD
dance is quite fun =P

after that i go to CITC print something..
many people.. until 6.30pm only finish print all T^T tired~
walk back hostel.. then bath ... walk out again.. go to eat with Kent and his friends..
I noticed.. eh? Kent actually quite "sai sam" 1..
he keep ask me to walk inside and he walk outside..
he say later got people come "da gip" and take a knife to u how??
hahahass.. thanks him anyway.. xD

tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired

Busy Life

2009-06-15T14:02:00.000+08:00

Life goes busy and busy~
many homework and gonna exam on 2 weeks later!
*FAINT*
*PRESSURE*
orz..

btw..
still hoping to meet someone.. T^T
*i MISS someone so much*

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